bloody bullshit

Fuck la!! Bloody IS enrolment bullshit. You know what i got stuck with?! Global Cities and Malay Society. Now why on earth would i wanna know about that huh?? 'Malay Society'..action racial harmony nonsense.

Ngee Ann Poly should not allocate timeslots. People like me misconstrue whether it will be 1st come 1st serve basis or not.. i, of course, thought it wasnt so i happily came online at 12am and found these two shit courses.

wonderful..my mondays are DOOMED.

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hey i just wanna wish Rachel Pea a safe flight to Hong Kong! hope you have fun and do lotsa shopping!

Charm, Pea, Chong, Ally, Dawn, Chris, Odi and I did this IMF event for this German bank.Wah it was damn boring. Thank god i was partnered with Charm at the Hilton to usher these pple to the shuttle taxis. then had the info counter boys to keep us company too. You know they have boxes of Pringles, Mentos and other food all stuffed under the table?! good life ah..

aye where to get nice wedding dresses ah? i dont know where to start.. my budget's $150. anyone wanna follow me?

i tell you!!! im doing this presenter job right, so i made a few friends there la. there's this jap fella called Yuki. wah!! he followed me yesterday one day after training to look for dresses. you know what he wanted me to get?! PASTEL COLOURS! DO I LOOK LIKE A PASTEL PERSON TO YOU? followed my backside everywhere! damn cheena dresses..pui! smth abt that boy ah, irritates me.

anto

im getting old..

Hey thanks to my ctc clan for the slumber party on wednesday :) i really had fun and got to see all of u again..

To the one that matters the most:

thanks for the little getaway we had. i know u had bigger plans but i dont care- i loved every minute of it and for u trying :) from my crazy amount of food to the little ice-cream 'cake'.

i love you baby and i will always love you..

for those that are wondering what happened, audrey booked a hotel room for my bday. i wanted a slack night, so we stayed in with hell lotta food like my sting ray, pizza, prata, beef fried rice etc and some drinks with the company of ally and aaron.

ally was damn cute la. was suppose to lie and go downstairs to get a bday cake but she made an excuse n really said that she needed to go down n get a cake. then she changed it to 'muffin' from 7-11. hahha damn cute la u ally.

today, my mom made one small impromptu party at my uncle's house. damn fun la, all my close cousins n aunts were there. managed to catch up..

ok im gonna sleep, have to usher the bloody imf pple to the german centre 2mrw. night :)

went for casting with Rachel Pea today :) was quite fun man actually..for BRANDS Essence of Chicken!! haha..i dont mind balls.

yesterday, went clubbing with Audrey and others. my god, i was buzzed. we had 2 jugs of long island. mainly hanged out with everyone else cos she was 'networking'. oh well was still fun..

im so lethargic, i have a headache and now diarrhoea, and i gotta go for a party soon. woop dee dooo...

saw this on danial's blog..

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

heh not bad ah!!!

i dont know why im so obsessed with modeling these days. my face looks like the surface of the moon but i really dont care anymore. i need to get it cleaned up BIG TIME man and get rid of my eczema and dry skin. not only for the fact that i wanna be able to model but also bcos i wanna look good without makeup..im so lazy to wear makeup man..and i look like a maid man without it.

was looking again at the newpaper newface 06 photos i found on flicker, and i realised that actually the only reason those girls got selected is because they have good complexion and more expensive dress sense.honestly!! im not being bitter.. i bet only 6 girls tops were actually BEAUTIFUL and not WELL-GROOMED.

im so sick of having bad complexion. really man..i need to do something. i need more facials, eat more veg (that i dunno when ill start) and drink/eat more cooling stuff since my body is insanely heaty. sucks man to have a heaty body; it's like instant confirmed pimples.

so jealous of audrey-got new proactive set :(

i hate this. i dont wanna do this, but i need to be sure.why cant things be simple?

it's been some time...

hello my little blog!!! i have deprived you of many many posts man.

ok recently, ive just finished quite a few projects la. the ezine looked GREAT!!! (thanks to steph) we did the content but still, thanks steph!! flirting with mr. shan before the ezine presentation paid off man..BUT NEVER AGAIN!! BLEAH..

god knows how we managed to rush through the pr final project and had a B!! woohoo!! so now im studying for the pr exam. i want that A lah. i really need to push up my grade. so today went to study with fizah and heikal. BOTH WERE LATE but i didnt wait long la.

aye, studying with me is good ok fizah! i dont care what you say, i got distracted by you and your 'opinions'. haha..

But i agree, I HATE IT WHEN PPLE JUST KEEP TAKING MY FOOD AND FINISHING IT. i mean im not that stingy la please, you wanna take some fine. but dont finish it and if u wanna take a lot, at least take the smaller pieces. not like a certain someone when i ordered Mac- happily taking my fries by the big rings (twister fries) when i havent even touched my food yet and she has already eaten. ( i think you know who you are; have some self-control).

hmm i miss audrey la.. so long havent seen u man. nvm, SATURDAY :)

ok! the main focus of this post- the most drama of all projects= newspaper project.

for my group at least, one certain individual went a bit pyscho ah i found. seriously man, mad tantrums, wanna eat babies, kicking chairs, doors, snapping away at everyone...?!!

Let me tell you- cherylene and i were subs right? you think subbing is easy and takes a short time is it? dumbass complained so much.. give u smth to do to increase the subbing speed u also complained.. oh well its over. i'll never work with you again.

lets just say, for the other groups, i think some had it worse.

at least, it'll be over soon..2 more exams.

ooo

i went to get my fortune read last thurs :) well actually :( cos there was quite a few stuff i didnt wanna hear like how i'd be sickly in the future. I think cos i have no veggies in my diet but i take pills if that helps..she also told me it was related to eating beef!! my favourite meat!!! im damn sad la..

she told me a lot about audrey and i..mostly good, a few bad.
she knew why i had eczema!!! yes! it from having stress. whatever i feel especially stress, its having an effect on my skin. apparently more obviously than other people. lucky me ah..no wonder i have so much acne.

im so tired..feel like my body's gonna shut down any time soon.

my feelings on our schoolwork at the moment.......

FUCK !!! FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!




(and then i return back to the mess on bed to start work again, this better be worth it)

yay!

my american eagle shirt has finally arrived :)
im so hooked to online shopping now (steph, this is all your fault).

on a duller note, im rushing for time to finish my press conference story. thank god i made an outline of what to write. its sooo much easier.

things to do as a treat after projects: javanese massage
: shopping
: splurge on food (shiok)
: painless facial
back to work..

GO ITALY!!!

hey.. well just to let the organisers of BLOOD NIGHT know that it was fun :)
the semi-high feeling, the drunk light-weight, the 'limp' dancer, the sudden image of two souls kissing, the seductive dancer who's too nerdy to pull it off..and the mad male on the podium with elbows of death..heh, was fun.

we should do this again.. *azhar- i fully support the idea of a chalet after this sem.

im so glad that the media kit's done..with 4 or 5 more stuff to go -_-
i need a massage..

my legs are so ugly now balls. i have eczema and it has now spread onto my legs..how man to wear my skirts and shorts now!!! i hope it clears by Saturday.

:(

nobody knooowwws....its the eeeend of the world..

so..its monday. school starts 2mrw and i havent seen my kc friends throughout the whole holidays man.

feel like im getting fever man and i have the motorola fact sheet to do..

ive been reviewing my life. *one of those emo moments when ur stoning and thinking*.
its become so stagnant now..with everything flying by me. i used to ride alongside with it. now look at me..in some ways it's good i guess.

im confused..but would i still want to be in 10 yrs or would i still like it like this?

am i happy?

sometimes i feel under-appreciated though. i think i do too much for others. they cant even do something small for me. then why should i do anything for u any longer..hmm?

bleah

man..im feeling so lethargic lately balls. been watching soccer quite a bit.
i tell you...those iranians are damn nonsense man! fall down a bit and they all start making noise n THEY KEEP FOWLING MY PORTUGAL! anyway...that was my 2-cents. i normally love botak men but damn...

we had a surprised party for heikal as well :) haha yes darlin 250g okay!!! i dont even buy that for myself.. heh.was so tempted to eat some along the way to danial's. overall was quite fun lah but i really wonder how the other party went..sekali only the cricketts were making noise. no lah :D

i bought cleo today!! after like a million yrs..im sorry but buying magazines are a luxury to me. i hate it lah. i can so imagine all the financially stable chinese bimbos wearing their shorts, haivannas and their tube/spagetti top with the aviator glasses going like..

" oh my god sara, SKII has new stuff!".
"i know i made my mom buy the WHOLE SET it for me yesterday..just to TRY".
"what, u always have new stuff. but then again ive got miss sixty's new jeans...sigh, still my life sucks".
"i know, im still using the old Razr phone. NOT THE NEW DOLCE N GABBANA EDITION".


fuck u lah..i wanna throw eggs on all your faces whenever i see YOUR KIND in town.

as you can tell..im rather cranky today as i have been for a few days already. i dunno why.. maybe its the heat.

looking for a job??

HEY im suppose to help my friend, Kathleen, who manages RAV club & bar advertise so here it is:

RAV is HIRING!
-waitresses, waiters and bartenders.
-salary: $6/hr but bartenders may earn up to $8/hr (depending on experience)
-part-time or full-time

the venue is at Boat Quay along Circular Road. *behind the MacDonalds*

to find out more, call Kathleen-98470923

I LOVE AUDREY!!!

there..ur name's huge babe :)

sleepy sunday

oh my god...i finally found a news angle lah for my field assignment. about bloody time; took me the whole of sunday to come up with one. i wanna work at levi's (airport) man! so sick of Crazy Elephant already but the only good thing is that so many media pros come in. can really get my network of contacts from working there.

so far ive served florence (spore idol judge), patricia mok, broadcast and graphics designers, david fox 'foxy' from reuteurs..hmm. should i sign up for the internship at lime? *i really need to clear my complexion too*.

hmmm i dunno wad i wanna do with my life u know honestly. i like radio but i hate it when 'protools' crash and i cant co-ordinate my hands. i like news writing cos im such a kaypo but im scared of the industry. i like TV but i wanna be IN the movie, not behind it. i like photography but so does everyone else in my course n they are so much better then me..heh. wad am i to do..
i really feel like im not good enough sometimes balls.. me n my many insecurities.

good news is that my mom got for me a pair of white mango pants!!!! and a top too..yes! im parading in 'em now somemore : )

boo!

aye u all ah..im damn lazy to post nowadays lah actually. nothing much has been going on..doing all my assignments so far. everyday..if im not doing that, im at work school or sleeping. my life..
school's quite interesting lah at least..always bitching about someone :) and im SO SORRY AFIQ!!

wah im damn bored..having web design and IM GETTING THE HANG OF IT!! FINALLY!!
i dont care, i MUST get a gpa of 3.2 minimum this sem. i felt like some loser lah my god they were giving out the academic awards today for each sem for those with 3.5 and above...i wanna be on the deans list at least :( i dont like this man..

met ally yesterday for simpang..damn cute lah she after we met her friend, SUFIAN! haha i havent seen her go all mush and trigger happy for so long. u better make a decision man woman..

im getting fat by the way..or at least untoned ah..as u can tell im kinda sick of posting so ill just end here.

FRIDAY NIGHT: SLUMBER PARTY AT CHRIS!

i feel so lethargic today balls.. maybe cos i worked yesterday and i was dead tired when i went for work. i tell u i was feeling such hostility from aloha (yes her name really is aloha) at work. like i dont know if it was cos she is now considered 'above' me in terms of her pay and position at work despite coming in 3 months after me or is it because she liked marissa but marissa ended up going after me. i mean seriously..why take it out on me balls? i didnt ask for it what. take her for all i care. oh well...at least i got to see audrey today!!!!!!!