I LOVE AUDREY!!!

there..ur name's huge babe :)

sleepy sunday

oh my god...i finally found a news angle lah for my field assignment. about bloody time; took me the whole of sunday to come up with one. i wanna work at levi's (airport) man! so sick of Crazy Elephant already but the only good thing is that so many media pros come in. can really get my network of contacts from working there.

so far ive served florence (spore idol judge), patricia mok, broadcast and graphics designers, david fox 'foxy' from reuteurs..hmm. should i sign up for the internship at lime? *i really need to clear my complexion too*.

hmmm i dunno wad i wanna do with my life u know honestly. i like radio but i hate it when 'protools' crash and i cant co-ordinate my hands. i like news writing cos im such a kaypo but im scared of the industry. i like TV but i wanna be IN the movie, not behind it. i like photography but so does everyone else in my course n they are so much better then me..heh. wad am i to do..
i really feel like im not good enough sometimes balls.. me n my many insecurities.

good news is that my mom got for me a pair of white mango pants!!!! and a top too..yes! im parading in 'em now somemore : )

boo!

aye u all ah..im damn lazy to post nowadays lah actually. nothing much has been going on..doing all my assignments so far. everyday..if im not doing that, im at work school or sleeping. my life..
school's quite interesting lah at least..always bitching about someone :) and im SO SORRY AFIQ!!

wah im damn bored..having web design and IM GETTING THE HANG OF IT!! FINALLY!!
i dont care, i MUST get a gpa of 3.2 minimum this sem. i felt like some loser lah my god they were giving out the academic awards today for each sem for those with 3.5 and above...i wanna be on the deans list at least :( i dont like this man..

met ally yesterday for simpang..damn cute lah she after we met her friend, SUFIAN! haha i havent seen her go all mush and trigger happy for so long. u better make a decision man woman..

im getting fat by the way..or at least untoned ah..as u can tell im kinda sick of posting so ill just end here.

FRIDAY NIGHT: SLUMBER PARTY AT CHRIS!

i feel so lethargic today balls.. maybe cos i worked yesterday and i was dead tired when i went for work. i tell u i was feeling such hostility from aloha (yes her name really is aloha) at work. like i dont know if it was cos she is now considered 'above' me in terms of her pay and position at work despite coming in 3 months after me or is it because she liked marissa but marissa ended up going after me. i mean seriously..why take it out on me balls? i didnt ask for it what. take her for all i care. oh well...at least i got to see audrey today!!!!!!!