im starting to feel under-appreciated.
i wonder how long this feeling will go on for
until i decide to move on.

it's a very irritating feeling;
im being worned down.

Busy Bee!!

this weekend was madness. soo many things to do and events to go to.

over the span of thurs, fri and sat ive been to peninsula 4 times to check on my camera and get a bounce, alter christmas clothes and re-check my flash.

thurs was my mom's bday so we had lunch at Vilage (old Marche) after doc pro and surprised her with a mini party with my cousin and aunt. after that, had to go home and get ready for the Herstory party.





i worked at the airport on fri and after that went for Jake's house party till i think 1.30am? lotsa fun :)

saturday i had an indian wedding at 8.00am and after that i had to rush down to the children's home for doc pro. i was super over-dressed man, i kinda felt like crap for that but oh well, good feeling abt doc pro :)

after that at 5pm i met Melissa and the very late girls in town for our CHRISTMAS DINNER 2007!!



we went to Pete's Place at Hyatt Hotel and my stupid portion was soo bloody small ah..Just look at that! i havent event touched it yet somemore.



i love my friends la only we would be this kiasu to take this much bread..



think we had 3 or 4 piles of this. and of course camwhoring in the toilet..



ohh-dee-lii-yaahh and Ant-toe-net



Chris-tea-nah and Ray-Cher

after dinner we went to Dempsey Hill for some Ben & Jerry's!! but before that...

GIFT EXCHANGE:D



i got them panties from Accesorize.


mel was damn cute la. she got us hot wheels :) at least now we all own a car.


dawn got us calvin klein undies!


ok la im quite tired already..show u more pics next time :)

random thoughts

This video reminds me of TriMedia and listening to this non-stop with Fizah and Shu at one point balls..i miss it now :(

weekend shopping :)

... i told u im impulsive.



WONDER WOMAN!!! WONDER WOMAN!!



Fake Swiss watch for $10




Best buy for $30 :)

Pitchin' Bitchin'

ahhhhh...i think i was a bit too formal today. i wish our doc pro pitch went better but oh well, we worked with what we had.

on top of the fact that my iron was spoilt making me have super limited options for formal wear, my final outfit kept doing this to me:

Watch closely now, im gonna perform a MAGIC TRICK :) Start scrolling..
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we start out with a basic top. now for the magic words...ting tong chang! shake ur tuu tuu tanng! (ALLY- TUU TUU TANG!!!!)


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PRESTO!!




....and it kept popping open like this ALL DAY. My god..lucky i found a safety pin on the floor but sadly after my presentation. oh well.

ive realised im actually quite an impulsive shopper and i buy things based on my mood so today... i was feeling a bit down la and i wanted to get smth to cheer me up :) Up Up and AWAY!! So....i ended up getting this:

A black Mphosis Shorts Jumpsuit.





Yeah la yeah la...my thighs are a problem la. you think u look damn good is it huh...PORK CHOPS?! at least i feel gd in this outfit.haha but now...




TO THE GYM!

If you dont like me,
dont play with me.

Racist Bastards

Im so pissed. No, Im miffed :(

haha ok enough with that (I bet some of u are smiling now if u know what I mean). But I really am pissed off la ok. I realized I havent mounted my board yet for Photojourn Assgn 2 so I went to Bras Basah yesterday to get it done professionally because I cant cut straight for nuts.

I forgot how to get there from NP so I ended taking the wrong buses and took 3 buses from NP instead of the usual 2. So, that got me a little annoyed.

When I finally reached there and bought my board from Art Friend, they had a slightly hidden sign that said "No Cutting Service Here". OK NVM..

Walked around the whole of Bras Basah and found 5 places that stated they had "Mounting Service" advertised on their door.

Can you imagine that all 5 places would not serve me? I asked if they had cutting service, they said no. Then said "yeah but u advertise u have mounting service?" All of them- "yeah, but we dont have the service anymore." WHAT THE FUCK, ALL YOUR EQUIPTMENT AND SPRAY MOUNTS ARE RIGHT INFRONT OF ME LA!!!

Just fucking imagine me ok- straight after school, took wrong buses, carrying board and spray mount in one hand, 2.5 kg laptop and bag in the other hand and walking ALL OVER looking for someone to help me cut my board.

I called Heikal at first and asked where did he get his done and he directed me to Joyce who said it was at this place called Colour Doc near the spiral staircase.

Colour Doc was the fucking first place I went to! It was crowded at first and the first guy told me "Um..We do not have cutting service here.This is also not a spiral staircase ok."

So the second time I came back, it had only 1 ang moh guy and I asked the second guy " Hi, my friends came here last week to cut their boards. You do not have the service anymore is it?" Which they CLEARLY DID because the spray mount and huge cutting boards are the first thing u see when u come in.

Second guy, turned away from the ang moh, "You see, it's not that we dont wanna serve u. We cant. We can only serve u if we're free."

That fucker never even asked me to wait, there was only 1 fucking customer who happened to be angmoh in the shop and i dont know what the rest of his 4 staff were doing you cant even help me mount my board for 5 mins?!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT WONT TAKE AN HOUR DUMBASS!!!


SO..i have come to a conclusion. All you backward Cinas that I went to at Bras Basah are RACIST! Just because im not Angmoh or Chinese u dont wanna serve me. All 5 of ur staff must serve your one Angmoh or Chinese customer.


May god spit on you and your business crumble into a bottomless pit.







sorry i went to far there.

im in love!

a shot at love with tila tequila- dani campbell <3

point and shoot!

SO MANY THINGS TO DO

*British accent*

why yes..i seem to be very wanted in these times where my project meetings are overlapping; very wanted indeed.

now ms patterson, please REMIND yourself that you MUST complete the following before hanging with your ctc girls at Dempsey Hill on Saturday:

1. mount my Photojourn Assgn 1 onto the board
2. compile lit review for Masina
3. compile effective people management and check on the skit done
4. do media law group project done
5. double check on survey for masina and start doing done
6. think of ideas of final Photojourn Project done

By the way, im quite happy with how my pictures came out :) except i forgot to take away the date so now it is "burned" onto my negatives!!! apart from that, very brilliant shots i should say.



good show 'ol chap :)

I WON SOMETHING!

Yes!!! I won my first expensive prize:

A hamper worth $105 of Daisy by Marc Jacobs goodies:D

the more i think about it, the more i dont like you.

1. self-proclaimed figurehead
2. anti-diversity
3. potential screw up candidate

do i really need to tell you certain things?

it just hit me:

out of this whole year, ive only seen u for 2 mths 2 weeks :(

i miss you

my kinda party

Music by BOYS NOIZE

what's happening to me? how did i get so angry

missed school today

crap today i woke late from clubbing with odi n xiang yun at MOS. stupid, i should have left earlier but nvm, i had a lotta fun :)

i think my tolerance for alcohol is getting higher. we had 4-5 drinks already and we drank 'em down fast but still wasnt high whilst XY was mabuk queen.heh..

i think today was some professional preparation class from like 9am-4.30pm? fucking mad. i wonder why do they need such a long time to explain smth like that. oh well..

ill be joining another school since i missed it today..god i hope its not engineering.

should i leave crazy.e? im getting so annoyed at working there and getting scoldings about random things.

for one, i suck at cashier; i know that, u know that. so why do u keep putting me as cashier and scolding me when i told u this would already happen? im not ur punching bag. then after a while, i know what to do but because u know im bad, u dont even give me the chance to try- "May, u better go in and help her or none of u can go home" when im doing the most basic stuff.

next, u scold me for talking to customers because i talk to them for too long. more like u've banned me so fine! now i get scoldings AGAIN because im not talking to them apart from the "HI WELCOME! WHAT CAN I GET U?" when u've banned me. What the fuck u want man..

then recently, i didnt know i was working on tues because when i called the place, i was only told monday. so im chilling at home and get a call abt this. OK, NVM!!! ill still come down but ill be late. along the way, my charles n keith slippers burst.

SO I GOT RUDELY CALLED UP, SLIPPERS BURST, WALKED BAREFOOT PASSED PENINSULA N GOT TO WORK STRAIGHT. then i get another scolding.

this one's about how im already old staff, been there for 2 yrs (only work 1 day a weel and skip exam months; im prac like new la ok if the ever changing drinks, specials, promos n prices) so i should know the procedures. im not the only staff there so she cant look out for me blah blah.

fuck la ok. im not like some of the minahs u have there- i dont skip work, i dont come late n if i do ill msg u 1st, if u need help to replace pple, ill replace when i can and i dont take tips unlike some pple. just cos i work once or twice a week doesnt mean i dont work elsewhere where the cash is better.

n how dare u say that with all my education, i cant even do cashier?!!!! dont u bring my education into this. fucked up bitch. i dont have to suck up to u to get ahead in life. they have no choice but i do.

it's all a fucking favouritism game. im sick of it.

god i love this dance

i just wanted to comment on this before i forget:

ally told me that aaron came across the Suria or Sensasi version of Spiderman but guess what they called it :)

at least call it "Labah-labah Man" or smth but no!! they decided to give Spiderman a new species......CICAK MAN!!!! hahahah how the hell will the bugger look like???!
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HAHAHAHHAHA!

and his nemesis........


GINGER BOYS!!!!


hahah fuck la

Mission Mini Me!

ok! i am on a Mission. shit i saw some recent photos of myself and look at this!



something needs to be done!!!! haha so i have decided the only way im gonna exercise is if im forced to like P.E, dance or cheerleading back in KC. Forced to what- dont go do 20 man push ups, get screwed by the rest in ur group cos their stunt cant go up. But we did alright i guess :)



So....now im gonna take up a class. That will force me cos it's FREAKING $180 but is also pretty fun ;) I'm gonna be a....................
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POLEDANCER!!



it's just an exercise/dance class ok, PLEASE dont think otherwise. Apparently, it's really more than just swinging on a pole.It works out ur legs and stomach region. JUST WHAT I NEED. Check out this video..



or

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nws265cJ7DY

The wise sayings of Chef George (Crazy.E)

"You are different from the other girls here; always glowing like a Sunflower. I will call you my Sunflower"-Chef George.

Heh made my day :)

My 20th Bday

I cant believe im 20!! it's just a number, i dont feel anything but it scares me a bit. After 21, it's downhill-age, wrinkles, belly and intake of more veggies...great.

well, it was FANTASTIC while it lasted :) I LOVE U MY FRIENDS..






getting prepared..



my typical family past time



my family only sees each other on bdays..



my darling cousins who werent able to drink with me :(



a very Charm moment





then it's off to play with lanterns around Siglap!



odi and ally had us end up at Kembangan (bcos of ally's retro house). It was so hot by the time we got back, the pants had to go..



leicester came after work (hence the outfit)




..but was sweet enough to give my younger cousins..



..and the BIGGER ONES balloons!!



it was time for the cake! but i seriously had to have a pre-tasting session to approve it for consumption.



Caught!!! haha ok yup, it's alright :)



i love my friends.. do u guys realise we've been together for at least 8 yrs?



my grandma's the best la. She's super sporting. who would let their youngest grandchild have a drinking party at their house? my grandma.





..and we finally start drinking!! heh with balloons on our heads. We are damn cool.



MY PENIS GOT CASTRATED (is that how u spell it?)



i think i became immune to beer. i didnt get drunk at all after dont know how many cans (i get buzzed on beer the fastest too).



bianca became my 'gf' for the night. the girls ended up having a random open conversation which is coming back to me now.



ally's damn cute la. all smiling and buzzed.



haha look at her what she made..goodness.



...but all this wouldnt have happened if werent for my mom. I love u mom :)