Mom to Audrey: "Can you imagine marrying a creature like that *looks at me*?"
Mom: "How can anyone stand living with you.."
<3 Mom
Wednesday, December 30
Monday, December 7
Monday, September 21
Saturday, February 14
Friday, January 30
Tuesday, January 27
Belief of Today
I believe that someone like you has the capacity to be the spawn of Satan. These are, by far, the strongest words I have ever used which mean more to me than any vulgarity.
The actions done have gone beyond any rational reasoning and currently have purely unexplainable intentions.
Good luck to you if you find this 'mention' a compliment.
The actions done have gone beyond any rational reasoning and currently have purely unexplainable intentions.
Good luck to you if you find this 'mention' a compliment.
Tuesday, January 13
Waiting
I hate it. I always have.
It's rude, it pisses me off more than anything else.
But sometimes, I dont mind waiting for you.
From being late at the mrt, to finishing your work in 2 hrs instead of 1/2 an hr.
We planned to go to clubbing at 10pm but reached at 12.30pm; missing the start of the show.
I hate waiting more than anything else.
But i will try to tolerate it for you.
You have dreams, but your dreams take you away from me.
You know I'll never stop you from living your dream.
From 3 months in Spain, to 3 months in New York.
Going to uni for 3 months; then 6 months at a time.
In a full year, I might only see you for 3-4 mths.
Half my body actually feels missing until you come home.
I REALLY hate waiting more than anything else.
But I will give in because I want you.
Now, talk of joining the US Air Force and plans for making your millions.
Something is different this time. Something that makes me feel helpless.
Have I always been in the way?
I guess it's time to concentrate on my dream again.
*As of Dec 30th 2008, it's been a blissful 3 yrs and 9 mths.
It's rude, it pisses me off more than anything else.
But sometimes, I dont mind waiting for you.
From being late at the mrt, to finishing your work in 2 hrs instead of 1/2 an hr.
We planned to go to clubbing at 10pm but reached at 12.30pm; missing the start of the show.
I hate waiting more than anything else.
But i will try to tolerate it for you.
You have dreams, but your dreams take you away from me.
You know I'll never stop you from living your dream.
From 3 months in Spain, to 3 months in New York.
Going to uni for 3 months; then 6 months at a time.
In a full year, I might only see you for 3-4 mths.
Half my body actually feels missing until you come home.
I REALLY hate waiting more than anything else.
But I will give in because I want you.
Now, talk of joining the US Air Force and plans for making your millions.
Something is different this time. Something that makes me feel helpless.
Have I always been in the way?
I guess it's time to concentrate on my dream again.
*As of Dec 30th 2008, it's been a blissful 3 yrs and 9 mths.
Sunday, January 11
Saturday, January 3
It's the Weekend!
Thursday, January 1
What The Fuck Happened
End Of 2008
List of things Ive done
1. Last Semester of Mass Comm - finally reached GPA of 3.45
2. Quit Crazy Elephant
3. Joined Appco as a sales managment trainee for Standard Chartered
4. Fuck it, quit that and joined an online advertising company
5. Audrey came home
6. Insane clubbing escapades with the girls (and now the boys too)
7. Red Hot 21st party
8. Audrey's 20th Bday
9. Brokethrough with my mom on my relationship
10. Bangkok trip with Odi and the preparations start for my online shopping site
10. The distance between us starts and looks like it will continue that way
What the fuck happened to my wholesome and promising 2009...How did it get this way? Why wont you go out with me anymore - like everything else is a priority? Why cant I help you to get where you wanna go? Was it something I did?
Forget it.

Thanks for listening Mel.
<3 Anto
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