The eve of the eve of the eve of New Years.

I tell you!! My day started bad man..

Mom came in yelling about how there was no more Catsan (kitty litter) and how there were no more matches at 8am in the morning ah!

She came in...3 times.

She wanted me to go and buy them there and then. It was 8.30am. Where will be open I ask you?? Then her excuse was that it's time for me to get ready then to go out to NTUC at 9am.

MAD.

I think it's MENOPAUSE.

At least later on at 12pm, when she was out of the house, I went for a Chakra massage at Bonafides. Damn shiok man the one at Tampines. I dont feel any aches and pains at all..

...and there was peace in the house again.

Mistletoe Messages..

Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!

I love Christmas man. Although i didnt have the mood this year it all came went I was getting ready for Christmas Eve mass. From showering in my shiokest bath soaps, to the make up and hair and my DRESS. i love my dress la even though ive already used it for my cousin's wedding.

'50s BABY!!

Afterwards, we went to my Uncle's for true Eurasian food man :D

The day itself was at Siglap (grandma's). My grandma's damn cute la-she the hub for the family. You can see all your relatives at one spot-her house.

Presents

• Money: $150 min.
• Konica Digital SLR Camera with lens. (THANK YOU UNCLE MICHAEL!!!!!)
• Lotsa bath stuff
• thank god no chocolates.

Can u believe someone gave me Nivea Shower Set for MEN ?!! Thanks..haha nah i bet u used the same wrapper or smth, it's all good.

hot damn!

Paranoia

Hmm..i wish i didnt know certain things. Lead me to insecurities and paranoia..

Wish me luck..

The Long Monday..

Dear God,

I need to complain. I tell you..the pple who made our ice cubes, dont know the seriousness when they say 'latest by late monday morning'. They were only done by 4 plus, when we had a studio that could be taken away and talents and photographer waiting (sorry and thanks again you guys :D).

My group who collected the ice came at 5pm. It's ok, wasnt their fault. Stupid ice pple's fault. The ice wasnt even 25X25X25 and they were MELTING at a damn fast rate! The ice pple, AGAIN, forgot to put the dry ice with the ice cubes whilst travelling.

Basically, the whole studio was wet in no time. I panicked because HELLO- expensive lights everywhere, other equiptment everywhere that could be spoiled by the water and I dont want my friends to pay. I SURE AS HELL DONT WANNA PAY. My friend who booked the studio could have gotten into a lotta shit cos u aint suppose to wet the area to begin with n all. With that, I dont understand why some pple could not have the initiative when it came to cleaning.

And then seriously, if you wanna bitch loudly outside and pretend nothing happened when i come outside, who are you kidding? You think i wont say anthing? dream on..especially when ur bitching abt the pple who volunteered to help us.

nothing like working with your own kind..




p.s: im over this now. thanks for listening. just needed to release..

audacity?

i was damn irritated today. no audacity to call me about meetings held at all..im not pyschic ok. let's just say, they will regret what they chose cos im really underestimated at this point.

your loss man..

The Post-Birthday Party!!

Yesterday, I brought Audrey for her post-party. I had so much bigger plans for yesterday but oh well. I even bought a new top especially for yesterday:)

First stop: Giraffe Cafe for dinner. I had Lasagne Al Freno whilst she had Goulash smth; looked like stew (veal-meat which she only wanted it to be known as 'beef' since it sounded like some innocent animal being killed).

The whole place was damn beautifully decorated. Very in the jungle artsy-fartsy on the top level. The bottom was the bar. Very private with a lot of expats. But it had such a panoramic view of the fountain. Even the toilets were artsy-fartsy but i tell you, whatever u do in the cubicle is reflected by your shadows on the door. So everyone knows EXACTLY what you were doing (I saw a girl pull out her wedgy).

Later on, we saw Happy Feetso yes, i was very happy. You must watch it balls, it's bloody hilarious. Makes u feel like a child again.

Cant believe how tired i was by then though- we decided to buy drinks back to her place (now that she stays at Somerset). I was totally knocked out by then man..

Hope u liked it sweets :)

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in the world of petty fights..

im not gonna bother about the drama we recently had in my class..it was lame, petty and totally unnecessary so let's move on..

things still seem different though..at least the tension's going away fast.

lot more work still needs to be done.

didnt go for advertising today-god damn eczema. my whole face looks like its been boiled :(

does what i think or have to say really have no significance with you all? i bet out of all of you only 3 MAX would actually care..

dont bother, i give up.

feelings of nostalgia

audrey and i went back to KC today. Cant believe it really did all start in KC for me and her :) she even held me down when my 31 bus came so i can take the 13 bus with her home. nonsense know you..Bloody hell, there's an atlas on the floor of the foyer. they must be bored during detention or smth. dont see the point in it man. god i miss kc..all the memories flooded back when i walked all the old corridors and had SAMBAL FISH from the canteen :)

they're gonna renovate the school man..i love it the way it is. it's suppose to look like a convent: old, holy and dark. now i bet they're gonna make it look more new and government- looking since it's autonomous. oh well, if that's the case, im never coming back again so i took HELL lotta photos..i will tell u a story with each one of them from the art room to 7-11 hangout outside.

they should be up on my flickr soon.

Love you sweets..

Malay society?

today's malay society class was quite fun actually. thought it'd be like some cikgu nagging in broken english but it was quite fun. went on an 'excursion' today to kampong glam!!

ok la, 3/4 of the whole class is from mcm or fsv and the rest i knew them from hockey so im quite happy.

i liked the 'grandfather's collection' shop (i cant remember the name). Had hell lotta vintage stuff like kampong toys e.g. tops, marbles etc, cameras, the old cash register and the 60s-styled fridge.

priceless moment: heikal threw the whole top out of his hand while spinning it :D

I got to see Audrey yesterday :) after so damn long my god it's like we hardly go out anymore. We saw the World Trade Centre; really would leave u quite emotional.

I miss u la woman..wish u didnt have to work so much. Hope ur enjoying the Famous Amos.

Love you

Nokia Starlight Cinema 06

Hey..Guess what? I had to dress up as "Storm" for the Starlight Cinema. Dont laugh ok..was quite fun actually eventhough the leather suit made it damn hot (by the time i took out the suit, it was drenched in sweat). Heh scared a few kids too with my cape!! Haha damn fun la..

My friend, Boston was attached to an events agency, so had the job through him (Thanks Boston!). Saw quite a few Mass Comm pple there actually but from other schools/levels. Most were 'too cool' about smth like this, just TOO COOL.

And of course, Val Tan! My god, remember the bloody noisy girl and the endless amount of people blocking our view? My god, and all the dad could do to scold the child- (hold a straw like it was a 'cane' )and say nicely, " Daddy say keep quiet already ah ok?". PLEASE LA!!! what kinda parenting was that? If it was my mom and I, I would have been threatened by her to send me STRAIGHT home like there was no 2mrw. You not malu ah? like honestly, from where that family was, people were turning to look at her within a 3m radius. oh well...

anyway, i put some photos up on flickr from that day.

bloody bullshit

Fuck la!! Bloody IS enrolment bullshit. You know what i got stuck with?! Global Cities and Malay Society. Now why on earth would i wanna know about that huh?? 'Malay Society'..action racial harmony nonsense.

Ngee Ann Poly should not allocate timeslots. People like me misconstrue whether it will be 1st come 1st serve basis or not.. i, of course, thought it wasnt so i happily came online at 12am and found these two shit courses.

wonderful..my mondays are DOOMED.

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hey i just wanna wish Rachel Pea a safe flight to Hong Kong! hope you have fun and do lotsa shopping!

Charm, Pea, Chong, Ally, Dawn, Chris, Odi and I did this IMF event for this German bank.Wah it was damn boring. Thank god i was partnered with Charm at the Hilton to usher these pple to the shuttle taxis. then had the info counter boys to keep us company too. You know they have boxes of Pringles, Mentos and other food all stuffed under the table?! good life ah..

aye where to get nice wedding dresses ah? i dont know where to start.. my budget's $150. anyone wanna follow me?

i tell you!!! im doing this presenter job right, so i made a few friends there la. there's this jap fella called Yuki. wah!! he followed me yesterday one day after training to look for dresses. you know what he wanted me to get?! PASTEL COLOURS! DO I LOOK LIKE A PASTEL PERSON TO YOU? followed my backside everywhere! damn cheena dresses..pui! smth abt that boy ah, irritates me.

anto

im getting old..

Hey thanks to my ctc clan for the slumber party on wednesday :) i really had fun and got to see all of u again..

To the one that matters the most:

thanks for the little getaway we had. i know u had bigger plans but i dont care- i loved every minute of it and for u trying :) from my crazy amount of food to the little ice-cream 'cake'.

i love you baby and i will always love you..

for those that are wondering what happened, audrey booked a hotel room for my bday. i wanted a slack night, so we stayed in with hell lotta food like my sting ray, pizza, prata, beef fried rice etc and some drinks with the company of ally and aaron.

ally was damn cute la. was suppose to lie and go downstairs to get a bday cake but she made an excuse n really said that she needed to go down n get a cake. then she changed it to 'muffin' from 7-11. hahha damn cute la u ally.

today, my mom made one small impromptu party at my uncle's house. damn fun la, all my close cousins n aunts were there. managed to catch up..

ok im gonna sleep, have to usher the bloody imf pple to the german centre 2mrw. night :)

went for casting with Rachel Pea today :) was quite fun man actually..for BRANDS Essence of Chicken!! haha..i dont mind balls.

yesterday, went clubbing with Audrey and others. my god, i was buzzed. we had 2 jugs of long island. mainly hanged out with everyone else cos she was 'networking'. oh well was still fun..

im so lethargic, i have a headache and now diarrhoea, and i gotta go for a party soon. woop dee dooo...

saw this on danial's blog..

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

heh not bad ah!!!

i dont know why im so obsessed with modeling these days. my face looks like the surface of the moon but i really dont care anymore. i need to get it cleaned up BIG TIME man and get rid of my eczema and dry skin. not only for the fact that i wanna be able to model but also bcos i wanna look good without makeup..im so lazy to wear makeup man..and i look like a maid man without it.

was looking again at the newpaper newface 06 photos i found on flicker, and i realised that actually the only reason those girls got selected is because they have good complexion and more expensive dress sense.honestly!! im not being bitter.. i bet only 6 girls tops were actually BEAUTIFUL and not WELL-GROOMED.

im so sick of having bad complexion. really man..i need to do something. i need more facials, eat more veg (that i dunno when ill start) and drink/eat more cooling stuff since my body is insanely heaty. sucks man to have a heaty body; it's like instant confirmed pimples.

so jealous of audrey-got new proactive set :(

i hate this. i dont wanna do this, but i need to be sure.why cant things be simple?

it's been some time...

hello my little blog!!! i have deprived you of many many posts man.

ok recently, ive just finished quite a few projects la. the ezine looked GREAT!!! (thanks to steph) we did the content but still, thanks steph!! flirting with mr. shan before the ezine presentation paid off man..BUT NEVER AGAIN!! BLEAH..

god knows how we managed to rush through the pr final project and had a B!! woohoo!! so now im studying for the pr exam. i want that A lah. i really need to push up my grade. so today went to study with fizah and heikal. BOTH WERE LATE but i didnt wait long la.

aye, studying with me is good ok fizah! i dont care what you say, i got distracted by you and your 'opinions'. haha..

But i agree, I HATE IT WHEN PPLE JUST KEEP TAKING MY FOOD AND FINISHING IT. i mean im not that stingy la please, you wanna take some fine. but dont finish it and if u wanna take a lot, at least take the smaller pieces. not like a certain someone when i ordered Mac- happily taking my fries by the big rings (twister fries) when i havent even touched my food yet and she has already eaten. ( i think you know who you are; have some self-control).

hmm i miss audrey la.. so long havent seen u man. nvm, SATURDAY :)

ok! the main focus of this post- the most drama of all projects= newspaper project.

for my group at least, one certain individual went a bit pyscho ah i found. seriously man, mad tantrums, wanna eat babies, kicking chairs, doors, snapping away at everyone...?!!

Let me tell you- cherylene and i were subs right? you think subbing is easy and takes a short time is it? dumbass complained so much.. give u smth to do to increase the subbing speed u also complained.. oh well its over. i'll never work with you again.

lets just say, for the other groups, i think some had it worse.

at least, it'll be over soon..2 more exams.

ooo

i went to get my fortune read last thurs :) well actually :( cos there was quite a few stuff i didnt wanna hear like how i'd be sickly in the future. I think cos i have no veggies in my diet but i take pills if that helps..she also told me it was related to eating beef!! my favourite meat!!! im damn sad la..

she told me a lot about audrey and i..mostly good, a few bad.
she knew why i had eczema!!! yes! it from having stress. whatever i feel especially stress, its having an effect on my skin. apparently more obviously than other people. lucky me ah..no wonder i have so much acne.

im so tired..feel like my body's gonna shut down any time soon.

my feelings on our schoolwork at the moment.......

FUCK !!! FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!




(and then i return back to the mess on bed to start work again, this better be worth it)

yay!

my american eagle shirt has finally arrived :)
im so hooked to online shopping now (steph, this is all your fault).

on a duller note, im rushing for time to finish my press conference story. thank god i made an outline of what to write. its sooo much easier.

things to do as a treat after projects: javanese massage
: shopping
: splurge on food (shiok)
: painless facial
back to work..

GO ITALY!!!

hey.. well just to let the organisers of BLOOD NIGHT know that it was fun :)
the semi-high feeling, the drunk light-weight, the 'limp' dancer, the sudden image of two souls kissing, the seductive dancer who's too nerdy to pull it off..and the mad male on the podium with elbows of death..heh, was fun.

we should do this again.. *azhar- i fully support the idea of a chalet after this sem.

im so glad that the media kit's done..with 4 or 5 more stuff to go -_-
i need a massage..

my legs are so ugly now balls. i have eczema and it has now spread onto my legs..how man to wear my skirts and shorts now!!! i hope it clears by Saturday.

:(

nobody knooowwws....its the eeeend of the world..

so..its monday. school starts 2mrw and i havent seen my kc friends throughout the whole holidays man.

feel like im getting fever man and i have the motorola fact sheet to do..

ive been reviewing my life. *one of those emo moments when ur stoning and thinking*.
its become so stagnant now..with everything flying by me. i used to ride alongside with it. now look at me..in some ways it's good i guess.

im confused..but would i still want to be in 10 yrs or would i still like it like this?

am i happy?

sometimes i feel under-appreciated though. i think i do too much for others. they cant even do something small for me. then why should i do anything for u any longer..hmm?

bleah

man..im feeling so lethargic lately balls. been watching soccer quite a bit.
i tell you...those iranians are damn nonsense man! fall down a bit and they all start making noise n THEY KEEP FOWLING MY PORTUGAL! anyway...that was my 2-cents. i normally love botak men but damn...

we had a surprised party for heikal as well :) haha yes darlin 250g okay!!! i dont even buy that for myself.. heh.was so tempted to eat some along the way to danial's. overall was quite fun lah but i really wonder how the other party went..sekali only the cricketts were making noise. no lah :D

i bought cleo today!! after like a million yrs..im sorry but buying magazines are a luxury to me. i hate it lah. i can so imagine all the financially stable chinese bimbos wearing their shorts, haivannas and their tube/spagetti top with the aviator glasses going like..

" oh my god sara, SKII has new stuff!".
"i know i made my mom buy the WHOLE SET it for me yesterday..just to TRY".
"what, u always have new stuff. but then again ive got miss sixty's new jeans...sigh, still my life sucks".
"i know, im still using the old Razr phone. NOT THE NEW DOLCE N GABBANA EDITION".


fuck u lah..i wanna throw eggs on all your faces whenever i see YOUR KIND in town.

as you can tell..im rather cranky today as i have been for a few days already. i dunno why.. maybe its the heat.

looking for a job??

HEY im suppose to help my friend, Kathleen, who manages RAV club & bar advertise so here it is:

RAV is HIRING!
-waitresses, waiters and bartenders.
-salary: $6/hr but bartenders may earn up to $8/hr (depending on experience)
-part-time or full-time

the venue is at Boat Quay along Circular Road. *behind the MacDonalds*

to find out more, call Kathleen-98470923

I LOVE AUDREY!!!

there..ur name's huge babe :)

sleepy sunday

oh my god...i finally found a news angle lah for my field assignment. about bloody time; took me the whole of sunday to come up with one. i wanna work at levi's (airport) man! so sick of Crazy Elephant already but the only good thing is that so many media pros come in. can really get my network of contacts from working there.

so far ive served florence (spore idol judge), patricia mok, broadcast and graphics designers, david fox 'foxy' from reuteurs..hmm. should i sign up for the internship at lime? *i really need to clear my complexion too*.

hmmm i dunno wad i wanna do with my life u know honestly. i like radio but i hate it when 'protools' crash and i cant co-ordinate my hands. i like news writing cos im such a kaypo but im scared of the industry. i like TV but i wanna be IN the movie, not behind it. i like photography but so does everyone else in my course n they are so much better then me..heh. wad am i to do..
i really feel like im not good enough sometimes balls.. me n my many insecurities.

good news is that my mom got for me a pair of white mango pants!!!! and a top too..yes! im parading in 'em now somemore : )

boo!

aye u all ah..im damn lazy to post nowadays lah actually. nothing much has been going on..doing all my assignments so far. everyday..if im not doing that, im at work school or sleeping. my life..
school's quite interesting lah at least..always bitching about someone :) and im SO SORRY AFIQ!!

wah im damn bored..having web design and IM GETTING THE HANG OF IT!! FINALLY!!
i dont care, i MUST get a gpa of 3.2 minimum this sem. i felt like some loser lah my god they were giving out the academic awards today for each sem for those with 3.5 and above...i wanna be on the deans list at least :( i dont like this man..

met ally yesterday for simpang..damn cute lah she after we met her friend, SUFIAN! haha i havent seen her go all mush and trigger happy for so long. u better make a decision man woman..

im getting fat by the way..or at least untoned ah..as u can tell im kinda sick of posting so ill just end here.

FRIDAY NIGHT: SLUMBER PARTY AT CHRIS!

i feel so lethargic today balls.. maybe cos i worked yesterday and i was dead tired when i went for work. i tell u i was feeling such hostility from aloha (yes her name really is aloha) at work. like i dont know if it was cos she is now considered 'above' me in terms of her pay and position at work despite coming in 3 months after me or is it because she liked marissa but marissa ended up going after me. i mean seriously..why take it out on me balls? i didnt ask for it what. take her for all i care. oh well...at least i got to see audrey today!!!!!!!

i love these tests..

You must be havin' a laugh! You go for the clown type!

Laughter is the way to your heart. A man with a fab sense of humour is definitely the one for you! You want a Clown, someone who can laugh at himself and make you laugh, too. There's nothing more tedious than a man who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a chap is silly, he's generally self-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone's favourite friend. There's never a dull moment with your clown nearby. You crave excitement and a bit of a laugh, and your clown enhances those things in your life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without a smile. Your witty lad will ensure that that doesn't happen - his light hearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter

2nd day..

hello...having web design now. our first assignment's like art man!! its a journal.i miss art..the art room was practically our second home :)

i miss all the dancing (kaimana dance), paint fights, hahahaha TECHNO..occasional crying in the toilet or under the table, hearing ms low shouting at dawn or odi downstairs, zul me n ally carrying the big boards in the bus, mr juraimy's singing! hahahaha...haiyo. our handprints are still under the table! i asked my cousin to check.

i doubt it'll be the same..

eh i keep shitting these past few days know! its been a week already, especially after i drink milo or tea..im damn sad! looks a bit green somemore..-_-

itchy

wah basket..my eczema came back. this time, its in its prime ah..really spreading like fire around my elbows and forearms. stupid allergy more like SKIN DISEASE..went to the private doctor downstairs my block, U KNOW HOW MUCH IT WAS? $43!! im broke balls! how to enjoy the long weekend now? bloody nonsense know..felt touched when i was offered the wildlife fund ;) but i feel bad lah..so yes, ill prob stay at home till sat when i actually work again. i hate work nowadays..im not upgrading lah bloody shit. ive been there almost a year balls and no upgrade! it may just be 50 cents but still...


*scratch-scratch* aaarrrgghhh

i feel so unloved today...

hello..
no one seems to wanna go out today balls..(maybe cos i ask to late lah but still). i missed val's party yest n zulie wulie was missing. today, NO ONE plus there's nothing to do lah really so i shall do some shopping by myself. i couldnt talk to audrey also cos my mom walked in so i hanged up the phone. heh..fell asleep once i hanged up so yes. even my mom is going out tonight...hmph! oh well..im just gonna catch up on my sleep..

i love these tests..

Palm Reading Test
What Does Your Future Hold?

Antoinette, the shape of your hand reveals that you are especially good at Letting your love flow

Based on the signs in your palm, you have much to gain by giving your affection freely to those that you care most about. By putting directed energy toward expressing your love, your efforts will be returned multi-fold.
There are many secrets hidden in your hands.

alright ; )

Your true color is Red!

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.


What's Your True Color?

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this is a tad late but what the hell..

hey..was reading all ur blogs n all of u gave testimonial thingies for everyone so i shall do my bit.
in random order:

shear!: bloody pyscho..haha u the best roomate lah woman. sleeps damn early balls but life's never boring with her ;)

crystal: u ah...i will always remember turning around to find u shitting, pants down with the door wide open begging us not to leave u alone in the room! ahhahaha..one of a kind lah u. *hug*

fizah: somehow we always know what the other's thinking for certain moments e.g ms melanie's armpit hair :D and "ice-cream n ice-cream stick".

jasmine: spunky. u n val need to cut down on the ciggs man!

val: thanks for being there for me during the whole audrey thing. (kristy too). vals hot lah ;)

kristy: i finally get to know more abt u on that chiang mai trip. goodness..anyway thanks kristy for following me out for a drink to cheer me up. i know u had locvid n all to do that night in chiang mai. *hug*

sel: haha selene selene..ur damn cartoon when ur overstressed. ill remember u n fizah mocking us outside andrew's room pretending to be high. then fizah scared the shit out of danial!!!ahahaha..

eunice: u were so much quieter than usual on the trip actually. anyway, if my teasings hurt, let me know? i tend to over do it but i still love u woman.

now the boys....

jj: damn emo when high. saw another side of u but still a good friend to have yes?

heikal: CRACKPOT!! i will always remember kissing ur knee, shaving ur leg hair off, ernie dance..there's a lot man heikal. im so glad i got to know u better too :)

danial: u...ive got much to say! but for now..i shall keep it at he's a great friend to have too. at least i know he'll look after his friends if they puke n clean up after them. i wont even do that balls. see u in class :)

andrew: my tall friend.. with the bigger upper lip :D still cant believe u frenched kenneth..sporting man u.

azhar: eh eh! my mat friend..hahah! he's a real gentle giant.

aiyah ok lah..im lazy to write the rest. all if u not mentioned, i still love u very much so..

had counselling today with mom. didnt go very well.. i hate all this confrontations.
basicly, she claims that i dont respect her and that.... WELL IT DIDNT GO WELL LAH i cant be bothered to write anymore. overall, nothing i say will make audrey n i work out in my moms eyes. so its over..

attn: AUDREY

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My primary love language is probably
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Physical Touch:		9
Quality Time:		8
Words of Affirmation:		6
Receiving Gifts:		4
Acts of Service:		3

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oh yeah..its damn true lah. ok before u think im some sex maniac or smth, i like being manja-that kinda physical touch. i LOVE it! i can be really very manja so yes..at least sweets u know u could never say i dont love u. i miss u lah..

think i broke his ego..

i tell u!!!!!!!! today, some ASSHOLE eurasian customer came into Crazy Elephant. what is happening to all u Eurasian men huh???

1st! this bugger comes in and acts like some casanova putting his pudgy arms around all the waitresses that comes by (when he's so purely average looking..plus he showers my face a lot when he talks).

next! he starts flirting with me of all people saying like "im gregok (crude slang for eurasian)...ur gregok too ;)". so i said no-im eurasian..ur just low class.

so he started fighting with me in a flirty way..the dumbass. cant get the hint!

so he aske me for my name and woud i go out with him on a date? OBVIOUSLY im sure u all know this, i said no, i have a gf in spain.

the asshole can still say - but she's not here is she? heh heh :)
nvm...tahan.

so i tried to explain everything even why some girls went down that other road like me..
U KNOW WHAT HE CAN STILL SAY? dont u want a piece of this?-his dick. he asked so many times somemore!

WHO DOES HE THINK I AM BALLS ????!!! SOME CHEAPO WAITRESS JUST COS I WORK IN A BAR? heh..he's gonna get it.

so i said-"wad dick?? i cant even see it from here man." he got quite insulted so he tried to salvage himself by saying that oh lesbians only say that cos they miss it n stuff.

so i was like-" what??? oh please lah-even if urs was in, i bet i wouldnt even know ok".

he started cursing n swearing at that point balls..deserve it. his client was with him n started laughing like mad.

hey, its true wad..anyone would've insulted that fella back man. ESPECIALLY me..im not cheap ah for heaven's sake.and i love audrey to death..cant believe he thought i'd possibly cheat on her. im not like that man..eeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

MOS disaster..for once

Hey!! havent posted in a while balls..been working but I finally got to go out with my girls yesterday!

we went to m.o.s yesterday after dinner. was alright at first, we went ard 10.15pm for the $12 cover charge (budget man we all). for the 1st time-Smooth only had two dancers in the cage..hah! but was quite nice lah..no jokers trying to dance up against u.

BUT i tell u by the time 3am came it was so bloooody crowded they closed off Smooth so we went to the main arena. before that whilst we were dancing, this group of pyscho chinese girls came as a group just behind us and dance like some hooligan ok-they did the beyonce butt dance ESPECIALLY the girl behind ME ah..

i couldnt take it! i mean seriously woman, i dont mind but fuck u balls we were already crammed at the corner and u made me hit my friends lah. mungents.. i BUTT-HIT THEM BACK. anyway, after that nonsense we went to main arena.

it was damn fun!! i forgot how shiok the beat of trance could be..then they had soap bubbles coming down at the climax of one of the songs. damn nice..but i tell u some pple there, especially j-pop wannabes cant dance. haha dawn-" excuse me, can u please turn around?!" hahahahaha..still cant believe u said that woman..

guess who i saw in the retro room later????? FAHMI. he's nice n all but god he cant stop talking balls and i wanna dance. then his asshole friend tried to dance up against me from behind when the shiok part of the song came..ASSHOLE!!! i told him off. i dont even know the bugger man!

we went back down to smooth later..this time, there were so many jokers ard ah and the music wasnt danceable at all..this indian guy made fun of us when we came in cos my group all of us are short. ANYHOW LAH HE..he's like only 10 cm taller than me lah goodness. rachel p pushed him on our way out when we left..salute :)

after that wasnt much..we went out to liang court for snacks n drinks. then we sat outside on the floor and we got carded by the police!! haha..damn funny.

overall, m.o.s really sucked yesterday and someone was missing yesterday as usual for 4 months. 3 more weeks sweets..it'll come sooner than we think :)

alright man!

Your IQ score is 109!

You have a strong ability to process visual-spatial and mathematical information and this, combined with your logical mind, means you are a Visual Mathematician. You can manipulate multiple parts of the picture (or problem) to come up with a solution and can understand the "big picture," which is partly why people may turn to you for direction.

Like Einstein, your ability to detect patterns and your skills in maths and logic, make it natural for you to come up with ideas and theories that simplify processes for everyone.


MUA HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!

where are u..

tried calling u today..once again, ur not around :(
my godson was baptised today..im officially a GODMA. so embarrasing the priest said that he'd bless the babies on their foreheads n advised us to do the same-I BLESSED MYSELF. what??! i really thought thats wad he meant..damn malu lah my whole family laughed at me balls..
wish u could have been there..5 of April's coming soon baby :)

Runaway
Music & Lyrics: The Corrs
Transcript: www.corrsonline.com

Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you
I'm not alone, tell me you feel it too
And I would run away
I would run away, yeah..., yeah
I would run away
I would run away with you

Cause I am falling in love with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you

Close the door, lay down upon the floor
And by candlelight, make love to me through the night
(through the night, through the night...)

Cause I have run away
I have run away, yeah..., yeah
I have run away, run away
I have run away with you

Cause I am falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...
With you...

And I would runaway
I would runaway, yeah..., yeah
I would runaway (runaway)
I would runaway with you

Cause I am falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...

Falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop falling in love with you

With you, my love, with you...na ni na ni na na...
(With you, with you, with you, with you)

Fade out

hmmm

i love my friends. all of us are damn random like this impromptu shot and i can count on them for anything :) (u all should feel so loved right now). sorry if i couldnt meet up today- mom decided to plan my whole day by ending it with church so yes. i wouldnt have minded playing CS eventhough i suck at it..

at this point, i dont care if my mom reads this or not so here goes..



i miss u woman! so very much..i hate going thru all this alone. well i know im not cos u talk to me almost each night but still..i need some physical presense here man :( by the way, i like this photo of u..it sucks cos we hardly have any photos together man and i feel like this will end soon. and i really really dont want it to especially like this.. where are you? bet ur out since its fri n all but i just wish u could like send me a msg or smth..

i cant get my mom to understand. she keeps twisting things around..she said i had no respect for her, im throwing my future away which is BULLSHIT cos this does not affect my future cos i can still be successful being the way i am with u and if i dont respect her, i wouldnt bother getting the grades i have..or used to have. im a wreck in mass comm. i mean a 2.6 average?? where the fuck can i go with that despite improving? my class seems to be having the bums with the exception of some..so i dont know what to do with our group projects. but i shall be optimistic and hope what ive heard isnt true..

i dont want this to end sweets..i will miss so many things:


you being nonsense..[ i like this photo too :)]


crazy baggins..rubbing his eye shit on my jeans.



now i really love this photo..mainly cos this is the view i get alot :) and im so proud of u..

we should have more photos..why am i so emo at 12.25am? seems like a routine these days..

2006 new timetable

wah shiiiiook!!

monday-no school!!
aiyah but why must i have newswriting, pr and web design. all not favoured man..

actually i only have 4 classes this sem (plus comm issues)but my friends in this year's year 3 said year 2's gonna be a bitch so i shallnt be complacent.

at least my gpa went up from 2.3 to 2.6 this sem when everyone else was dropping. i must get myself in the 3. smth range by now balls.. i cannot handle seeing Cs in my progress report again. but at least no D this time.

so far..danial, fahmi and felicia are in my class 210. wonder who else..

chiang mai

hello!!!!!!!!

ok yes im in the comp lab in this christian school that im teaching english at now so taking the opportunity.

i miss all of u all man! how was christina's birthday and everything else?
i cant call much because the stupid international calling card is 300 baht which is ex for just 50 mins.

the first week was like a holiday man seriously- we went trekking, visited all the tribes, swam in a waterfall!!! (that was fun ) and mainly ate and went shopping. there were 3 night markets man but was bloody expensive ah..go to bangkok seriously.

i ate a lot-tried the REAL thai mango salad!! had strawberries with sugar in a cup..was damn shiok man, tom yam, chilli ikan billis, sugar cane bits (u gotta crush it in ur mouth and spit out the pulp) and i ate a COCKROACH. ok lah it tasted lah ikan billis actually so wasnt so bad :)

bloody hell! i got C overall for locvid lah..i dont understand why i keep getting Cs..i DO NOT like seeing Cs on my progress report ah for gdness sake..bloody hell! think that perv doesnt like me lah..everybody had like As or Bs for the 20%; i ?!! a bloody C is what he gives me.

u perv! just cos i dont let u touch my hair or i dont laugh at ur "hilarious" jokes doesnt mean i dont deserve an A for participation ah!! KNNCCB! (rockson, 2006).

photos!!

that's my godson- jayden :) he really likes to sleep with his legs up man for some reason. i bought his little playpen thingie..was too adorable.



typical uncle behaviour on a sunday family gathering..starting off the day with the latest soccer update -_-



he's gonna be such a tyrant lah look at that pose..gdness. i cant wait to make u fat man >:D

i got a camera!!!!!!!

oh yeah!!! ah huh :) BRAND NEW PANASONIC LUMIX FX9..she's a real beauty ladies and gentleman at a cheap rate of $598.50 inclusive of 5% gst, 6 megapixels with a throw in of a 512mb memory card.mustafa's cheapest is $628 but i got mine cheaper....MUA HAHAHAHAH!!

all at sim lim square..with much thanks to my cousin, Angeline :)

i can FINALLY take all my photos again!!! wooo!!! havent been on my rampage since my trusted canon failed me in sec3.i really wanna take up photography in year 2 or 3. ill be damn brilliant at it..can feel it.

my face is getting worse again..i dont get it lah. why must my complexion be so tightly tied with what i eat? ally's isnt like that and dawn too (but she eats papaya every night lah n i hate papaya so nvm)..

eh do u all wanna work or not? come work with me lah.. decrese minah population. eunice kow came for application the other day..only girls lah sorry but we end now an hour later :( i dont like!!!! im so sleepy and my feet hurt like hell by the last hour..but hey i bring home more or less $70 each night..suck on that! come lag-crazy elephant, clarke quay. just walk in before 7pm. they are seriously looking for people..

breathe

hmm..mom finally knows i talk to audrey at night :X
now she's thinking of literally keeping the phones at night.
irrational behaviour man seriously..

u know eventhough schools over, i come home thinking i have to study still..!
my life..its really revolving around studying, work and my friends the last few weeks.
if i dont focus my mind on smth else, ill really go nuts with audrey gone cos despite doing that, i cant get her outta my head..see the kinda effect u have on me woman?

aiyoh!! kim from top model's out!!! NOOOOOO!! my favourite..oh well. now jayla's fave :)

im bored man..

wooo!!!!!!

NO MORE MEDISOC..NO MORE SCHOOL! NO MORE WAKING UP EARLY TO TAKE THE 90 MIN TRAIN RIDE!

heh i wish..first 2's true but still gotta go back to school for chiang mai training.
wish i didnt join so much school-related stuff balls..like fms society meeting on 6th march, almost everyday come back to school for chiang mai training, in april got eurasian ambassador thingie PLUS work..wad have i done lah..

my friends in school are damn cheekos lah-i got the nyp vid, all wanna see..wad u wanna do with it hmmm?? but it is quite funny. ok i shall stop lah..poor girl already must be so traumatised for having it all over the world.

i miss that turnip bum gf of mine..cant believe we had a small fight yest-> our 1st lah k in nearly 2 yrs into our relationship. im sorry..i am.we can never fight again yes? i love u :)

nyp sex scandal..

ok..im sure all of u know abt this stupid fool called tammy who let her bf video tape their little "moment"..i finally saw the damn thing lah walau. i have a few things to say ok...

1)she's damn flat chested. her boobs are like going to the east and west man seriously. damn pointy somemore..abnormal.

2) the guy's damn small also lah.. i may be lesbian, but damn dat's small.i wont turn straight seeing that small worm.

3) bloody hell, half way through the sex he can take his small worm out and say all so proud n mungently- " eew, i see blood :) ". i put the smiley face cos u can so sense the happy tone in his voice like wah!! my ah boy (his dick) strong-ah..i made my dear dear bleed..

4) there was a fingering part of it!!! she looked damn unsatisfied. like she just laid there and let him do whatever..then he only lightly wiggled his fingers lah..no wonder she just laid there looking bored, popping her head up to see if he's done investigating.

wah u all should see it lah..i still have the damn thing if u wanna see. its damn funny but sad at the same time.

u should go to this guy rockson's blog. he's talking abt the nyp scandal thing. its bloody funny cos his english is really typical singaporean even his analogies are funny.

like this one: ".....KNN like the M16 put to full auto, one squeeze whole magazine shoot finish.

Nowsadays the girl 18 years old is so advance liao, know how to use handphone shoot video. But is very stupid thing to do, shoot this kind of personal lan cheow chee bye thing. Phone always got people steal, very easy to kena the video become internet free show.

When I 18 that time where got so good video phone? Only got those big big video recorder. Must two hand then can carry. Carry this old kind of video camera will have no strength to fuck already. Can even accident drop on the girl head wait she concuss." (www.rockson.blogspot.com)

i better cite SOMETHING; wait he sue me for copyright infringement..u see wad medisoc has done to me..

i linked him in my "treasure chest" go see and have fun :)

i love blogthings :) if u cant tell already..

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

bloody hell

i took heikal's QUIZ GALAZY nonsense to see wad my name means...

Antoinette-

smells like turnip at all times!!!!


hmph!!

ooooo...

sweets im sorry but damn i saw photos of shane from the l word..walau.. :)


i like this one :)



i dunno wads wrong with me..like whether am i really becoming a bisexual or is this just a phase and audrey's the only detour i'd make in my life..im really lost ah? of all times in my life. like seriously, im looking at other girls/bangs..(dont worry-to my friends from school n kc, i dont think any of u are my type). im even starting to think kim from america's next top model is sorta..'interesting'.like her side profile ah..goodness...



but i still love u sweets..



Wooohoooo!!!!! Walau eh!! WeeeeeeeeeeeeWeeeeeeettttt!

haha i can so imagine u killing me right about now *hug*

little one..

my godson's finally born!!!

he's damn adorable n small..first time i carried a baby in like the longest time not to mention he's a new born. his name is Jayden Gerard Phua :) hebrew name ok; dont mess.
such a rascal somemore-in the pereira household, we are very loud people n my little one was sound asleep when i was carrying him. he practically put his little hands on his ears the whole time..haha. was trying to adjust him cos there was too much weight on one arm, he slept on my hand and stretched, just refused to move. mind u that hand was the strained one..so i was stuck.
cant wait to fatten him up... MUA HAHAHA!!! ohhhh ill make him a humpty dumpty yet >:)

HOLY SHITT!!!

oh my god, remember farrah farhana???!!!

ok yes my girls i know u do.
for all u reading and who's sotong abt this topic:
farrah and i were close at one point.
she was finding herself throughout the years
from ah lian to eurasian to breakdancer to finally a minah.
once she reached minah stage, she lost contact with my group, dropped out
and started sniffing glue, no eyebrows and the last we saw her
was at bedok mac with 20 mats (fugly ones by the way) with sunken eyes
and just being very minah-like. Last story i heard from zulie wulie was that
she just got out of women's jail and she had the lightest sentence of 15 months for
pirated vcd selling along with kelly and romeo (who are still serving).

anyway, i found a recent pic of her on muneira's friendster!!


she's the middle one. farrah if u happen to read this right, can u meet up with me or smth?
seriously..i wont judge u or whatever i wanna know wads going on in ur life balls..its been so long. whatever it is, hope ur better now. seriously, change ur lifestyle. take care :)

so...what do u think of me hmm?

JOHARI'S WINDOW.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=anto

INTRODUCING....

heh me n fizah were talking in the train home yest about all the stupid stuff we had done in school and the shit we wore n thought it was cool..i wore.....JAP SOCKS and jnco jeans!! hahah eh im sorry k, i was influenced. but here are photos n all the nonsense..


heh we were being mungent..AH CRYSTAL! this is smth like it. wah i looked damn bad.


you see lah!! as if i didnt look bad enough know..


halloween options..that's rachel.p on the right and chels on the left..my girls!!



heh u think the boys get it hard on their bdays.. the victim is ili. its her 16th bday.we're raping her. tee hee..



haha ok this is quite recent lah..was melissa birthday.the white tank top is rachel chong. green tube is charmaine and the other one is ally. she gave us all boxers for christmas so were being stupid n wearing 'em superman style..


ok god know what odi (black top) is doing lah k..lets just leave it as she found some gold in there.

haha god the stuff we do infront of millions of passerbys. the squashed face in the black lace halter is dawn. she's bloody loud man..still remember when she was drunk at my chalet, all i remembered her saying was "FUCK YOU LAH CHEEBYE IM NOT FUCKING DRUNK LAH" haha..oh goodness.
haha rachel.c's bday. chel's bf know how to sculpt balloons so..this is the outcome of that :)


oh have u met my gf? she's on the right. i love her lah..my own nutcase. *hug*

ok lah i cant find anymore pics since my hard disk crashed..fizah, if u read this put up urs ah..i wanna see.

go see..korean madness

haha my god these two girls are nuts!! it always cracks me up man seriously this video.
go check it out..

wishlist...

there's so much stuff i want..

i wanna do my $200 retail therapy again with my girls..especially zulie.
i wanna go to the beach-havent been there in a while.
i never wanna see a C grade on my progress report again. ok well that's a want..
i wanna be rich so i wouldnt have to work at least not now..
i wanna drink with my friends again n watch us all go high
i wanna talk to my grandpa and hear what its like on the other side.
i never wanna have another ghostly experience again..
i want the world to accept homosexual relationships and not just a section
i wanna be financially stable
i wanna look great again like sec 2 when i had no pimples with healthy skin and could go shopping once every 2 weeks. now i look haggart..thanks to o'levels moving on to mass comm.
i need a break..i need to go to a spa n relax.
in a way i dont wanna go to chiang mai cos i could use the money for smth else like repairing my ceiling..

yes the extent of my poverty, at least i can say im happy. not like some rich kids balls..
i know certain people in mass comm or kc, they seriously complai about their lives when they have everything..like shut the fuck up.
your rich, your parents do love you just that they are mungent n cant show it as well as others so u complain and put it all over ur friendster or blog that ur life sucks, u got everything n ur parents dont love u so u mutilate urself n cry and be rebellious.

please lah-look at my life. im having it 5 times than you but im sucking it up n moving on.
grow up..wait till u gotta earn ur own keep at 17. then u'll stop complaining abt ur contradicting rich life..

amen.

random

watch!!

im soooo bored...

hmm supposedly studying for marketing.
im really bored though..
my mom's making me drink some honey ginseng tea.
tastes awful..thank god for the honey.
good thing is that most of my friends are going for the chiang mai trip :)
only this cherylene lah..didnt take the form. oh well..

im so glad i have my kc friends.
they are really there when i need them..
i love u all!!
zulie wulie is still almost out of reach that woman, but i still love u too.
u better come ah for our post valentine gathering.
come on-pizza n movies man..perfect combo.

ok back to marketing..

what the hell lah mommy...

i am turning 19 this year lah fuck..

i cant enjoy a single moment by myself in this house-why u think im always in my room?
every call i get-u scream from a far or come into the room asking "who is that? what do u they want? " when i pay for all of my own damn bills so i can talk to whoever i want.

u constantly update MY bank book like as though i'd steal from ur side of the money.
u keep making a fuss over everything like how i dont watch movies with u anymore. who say? i watch the pirated ones u bring home everytime wad.. i never wanna go to the cinema with u cos i'd bet we'd get kicked out with ur constant interpretation of everything that happens in the movie!! IM FUCKING NOT STUPID!! STOP TREATING ME LIKE I DUNNO SHIT ABOUT LIFE!

i hate ur constant smothering. u know it..stop raiding n re-arranging my wardrobe!! i cant find anything! i dont have any drugs or booze in there.

how to bring home anyone to u ? u think im pathetic right? 19 years old not once brought home a bf. u will chase them all away with ur constant interrogation! i had 4 bfs n thank god none of which met u..

i cant wait till i go abroad for uni, i dont wanna come back anytime soon.

by the way im bisexual now. plus im happy n no matter wad u say, i aint getting out of it cos its wad u want. what u gonna do? kick me out onto the street? go ahead. im sick of this..

let's see the damage shall we?

alright, so its valentine's day.
surprisingly, not THAT many couples were in town which was good and most didnt wear the same shirts and outfits like i saw last year- pink 'milk' shirts..damn mungent walau.

damn depressing, started valentine's of studying for marketing.
im damn scared lah that i'd fail again.

atleast im done with 5 chapters but now j.lo says that its from week 11 to end of semester!!
brilliant. back at square 1..

went out to see odi and rachel.c. that was actually fun lah, we didnt know what to do at first was quite funny, aimlessly walking for a while then saw a certain someone desperate enough to get a last minute date for val's. oh well..

i finally got audrey's present!!! i wont say what cos she reads my blog too but ill post a picture up once she gets it..it's damn cute lah.

aiyoh today, we went to this lingerie shop for fun called fling, and they had some vibrators and all on display (very kinky i must say-the ones to put in the ass n all) and then one of odi's friends who came later said damn loudly- " eh what's this? what's it for? vibrator???" or smth like that lah. we were damn malu man..just walked out n never looked back.

hope all u had a great val's day by the way...
*hugs and kisses*

heh went for the fhm audition thing..
was held at the mediacorp publishings;was a tad weird seeing like all the magazines cooked up into a few sections, all hard at work.
overall, i forgot to bring my 'portfolio' and the guy really looked like one of those cheeky perv middle-aged man who are decently smiling with such dirty thoughts in their head with each potential model that shows up..
dunno if i got it but oh well.

cant believe its only been 2 weeks :(
heh oh well..i DUNNO WHAT TO GET HER FOR VAL'S DAY!
im such a terrible gf man seriously..
im the one who forgets our anniversary, doesnt plan the dates properly and all that..
dunno why she's still with me considering all my nonsense but anyway, i love you baby and eventhough i cant spend valentine's with you, i got a better present waiting for u at home.
i planned this one out properly :D

mercy...

good lord..i went for my first facial today.

in the beginning, the cleansing and exfoliation was really shiok n soothing.
(finally pampering myself)

then, she steamed my face to open up the pores..and then.. the pain begins.
i dunno what the hell she used man but it felt like this burning rod pressed against my pimples.
plus i have a lot some more..goodness. tried not to scream but shit it was bloody hot!

then she said " girl..ur skin damn jialat know. all hiding.very hot. hot cells..pple fever, u normal". haha..

then she put this ice cold mask on my face to close up the pores. think i slept but she put this pimple cream on me later. it didnt disappear into the skin and she wouldnt let me wipe it away! had to walk through the mrt n school with white blotchy skin :( but oh well..i need to go again next week.

where's eunice..im in school waiting for her now n she aint her. i dont like doing bus ads man. smth just feels missing with mine n i dunno what to add in. im doing our namecards now for marketing one looks like that above. haha ok i had to put jessica alba's pic lah..she's so hot :)

my part in education..

Wah!! damn sick lah look at the HAIR!! looks like some werewolf got stuck halfway that just ate someone. or a really hairy pregnant flat-chested woman.
Enough said balls... (pun intended). actually, he's kinda 'small' ah..so high some more he's wearing his briefs. eh wait they're not briefs..they look like jockey pants! passe man..no wonder ur small. horse did u good..

nothing bad to say about this one. u wouldnt think of it in that way..
The true meaning behind ads.



now u know why u shouldnt drink. but aiyah nvm lah..

www.adbusters.org

me-an fhm model?

My god..can u imagine that to be me? hah..minus the boobs of course ( jealousy). ok i always wanted to be a model ok..little obsession i have. yest was so hyped up, i took my best photos, photoshoped em and sent it to a few local mags-one of em was fhm. they emailed me back asking if could come down for an audition this week!!

ok i know lah-just an audition but can u seriously imagine me on the cover if im actually good at it?

SO FUN!!!

first step, mad facials.

second step, gain a tad more weight so i dont look so unhealthy.

eh so exciting : )

oh yeah..

hey leonard and joanne!!!

eh thanks for helping me out in my locvid the other day.
seriously woudlnt be able to do it without u all
:)

ok i know the last post seemed over-dramatic and all but hey, i was seriously hurt n couldnt imagine her being so far away for so long. im finally accepting it at least..woke up with my chest really hurting though..

OK! i hate this web design nonsense-i get it the first time n its done for after that.been trying since 2pm n ive only done 1 room with no back button.

should i go for hockey? im so lazy too but if i go n stay later i may get a ride home :)
i so need so alcohol in my system right now..rachel chong, if ur still up for it let me know.
sorry i didnt follow u to the hospital..i really just wanted to go home n let it out. *hug* hope ur mom's better..

nerd jap kid..

hey watch this!!! its bloody hilarious..

http://www.youtube.com/?v=JfmHCBnT1aY

where the *&@ are the hols?

gd evening.
welcome to anto news tonight.
i am anto.

today's top story!-i am sick of mass comm.
i am! there's too much to do..
price to pay for loving the media scene i guess but still..

oh wait! this just came in..it appears that anto's cats group
brought alcohol to school! and greedy tony and ashley mixed
em and drank it pure in their 'water bottle'. *wad kinda world do we live in?!*


ok back to my complaining.

I dont like the accounting girls in my cats group!!
one of them, ker jia, actually scolded me for not completing
a section of the 1st assgn when i did all the work. ask them to look for cocktail recipes online-
" i dunno leh, cannot find than how ah?" bloody mungent, only know how to look for jay chao and emily strange online to look 'cool' i bet.

The other one, Jane. Not happy with chinese name; make up new one to sound like she knows english i bet. she forgot to bring the drinks on the only day we can meet up. we asked her ot go back and she initially didnt want to! " I stay 1 and half hours away u know?" Oh shut the fuck up..so do i and the rest of the east side pple, if u forgot and ur frustrated that we keep calling ur useless phone, dont come and vent it off on me.

BY THE WAY- you cant sue me for libel cos whatever i said that was not opinion-based is true. i have 2 other witnesses. What is opinion-based which is all the name calling and stereotyping has the ending-"i bet' which means its uncertain. So suck on that u mindless evil scum! (opinion) :P

tribute

David Gray Lyrics
This Year's Love

This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
And I've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like you can't go on

Turning circles when time again
It cuts like a knife oh yeah
If you love me got to know for sure
Cos it takes something more this time
Than sweet sweet lies
Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
And when you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last
This years love had better last

So who's to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you know this life goes on
And won't you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last

love you sweets..

basket..

i failed my marketing test!-46.25%
what the hell..aiyoh i expected it lah..but still.
was supposedly an easy test and all..blah!
i passed web design though! 70/100 :)
now that i though i'd fail..hah!
there's so much work to do..i cant take it..
you should see my face-surface of the moon!
6&(IFHVKI&$E!!!!

charmaine's birthday!

saturday was fun!

we had dinner at christina's place and mad taking photos.
her poodle was mad humping dawn's leg man..
i love the way we eat i swear..we look so glam all then eat like barbarians. u should see eat..

the queue for MOS was damn long man like past the carpark but it was fast moving at least.
a lot of bloody youngsters man..damn lousy bouncer- saw danielle menon-she's 17?? so much for older crowd. the smooth room was overcrowded with pple especially in the cage. graet for pervs i guess but we got out soon..this group was using that butt all to dance then rub AGAINST ME!!! EEEEE!! couldnt take it..odi had this striped shirt guy's had constantly at her ass also. pervs..
we went walking around..most of the rooms were really beautiful like 'pure' but it was mainly for vip and it had a small dancefloor. the retro room was next..it was damn cool with multicoloured dancefloor and all but i didnt like the fact the speakers were booming rigth above me and this mad white woman with her long bag hitting me so i left for the bar.

overall, i think MOS is over-rated..

toast..

my god..so much hw to be done its madness!

marketing-bus ad maybe name card, exam
locvid-final project, final exam
web design-flash assignment
media in society-ritique assignment, media update, media exam

I didnt go to school today..
saw audrey :) i love seeing her
..was more like a pop-by but it was fun.
watched our favourite 'queer as folk'!
ill miss her when she goes..

met joel to do critique at tamp mac then went to danials hse.
* first time EVER have i seen a guy my age in a sarong..heh!
he didnt look that bad lah,must salvage a bit but yea :D

cant believe her last week in spore is next week..
AND IM DOING SHOOTING WHOLE WEEKEND!

holidays..when will u be here??

dear god i look dead!! look at my white lips man..anyway, now i can say i created smth with photoshop!! wow, i really look spastic ah..dead girl ith bling bling earrings.

ally's birthday nov 2005. was fun man but dont ever go to the 24 hr coffee club near cine. nice ambience n all but ur money goes to much on their normal taxes..zulie wulie finally came!!!

just another tues..

god..just when u think tuesday cant get any worse-u wake up late.
its mainly the end of the day.
imagine having a sec3 physics teacher with an eye twitching who doesnt respond to questions..
and u MUST listen to what he says cos it counts for certain grades...
the rolly-polly lecturer is ok, he's cute..
oh well..
heh i wonder will my cats class will sue me for libel if i talk abt em here?
really wad, they're a weird bunch. full of mungents..laughing at mungent jokes..
with the tee hee, hor hor and the lor n yah hor..
but that class's 2mrw.
now i wait in agony for my 'sec 3 physics teacher' to bore me to death..
shoot me now..