what's happening to me? how did i get so angry

missed school today

crap today i woke late from clubbing with odi n xiang yun at MOS. stupid, i should have left earlier but nvm, i had a lotta fun :)

i think my tolerance for alcohol is getting higher. we had 4-5 drinks already and we drank 'em down fast but still wasnt high whilst XY was mabuk queen.heh..

i think today was some professional preparation class from like 9am-4.30pm? fucking mad. i wonder why do they need such a long time to explain smth like that. oh well..

ill be joining another school since i missed it today..god i hope its not engineering.

should i leave crazy.e? im getting so annoyed at working there and getting scoldings about random things.

for one, i suck at cashier; i know that, u know that. so why do u keep putting me as cashier and scolding me when i told u this would already happen? im not ur punching bag. then after a while, i know what to do but because u know im bad, u dont even give me the chance to try- "May, u better go in and help her or none of u can go home" when im doing the most basic stuff.

next, u scold me for talking to customers because i talk to them for too long. more like u've banned me so fine! now i get scoldings AGAIN because im not talking to them apart from the "HI WELCOME! WHAT CAN I GET U?" when u've banned me. What the fuck u want man..

then recently, i didnt know i was working on tues because when i called the place, i was only told monday. so im chilling at home and get a call abt this. OK, NVM!!! ill still come down but ill be late. along the way, my charles n keith slippers burst.

SO I GOT RUDELY CALLED UP, SLIPPERS BURST, WALKED BAREFOOT PASSED PENINSULA N GOT TO WORK STRAIGHT. then i get another scolding.

this one's about how im already old staff, been there for 2 yrs (only work 1 day a weel and skip exam months; im prac like new la ok if the ever changing drinks, specials, promos n prices) so i should know the procedures. im not the only staff there so she cant look out for me blah blah.

fuck la ok. im not like some of the minahs u have there- i dont skip work, i dont come late n if i do ill msg u 1st, if u need help to replace pple, ill replace when i can and i dont take tips unlike some pple. just cos i work once or twice a week doesnt mean i dont work elsewhere where the cash is better.

n how dare u say that with all my education, i cant even do cashier?!!!! dont u bring my education into this. fucked up bitch. i dont have to suck up to u to get ahead in life. they have no choice but i do.

it's all a fucking favouritism game. im sick of it.

god i love this dance

i just wanted to comment on this before i forget:

ally told me that aaron came across the Suria or Sensasi version of Spiderman but guess what they called it :)

at least call it "Labah-labah Man" or smth but no!! they decided to give Spiderman a new species......CICAK MAN!!!! hahahah how the hell will the bugger look like???!
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HAHAHAHHAHA!

and his nemesis........


GINGER BOYS!!!!


hahah fuck la

Mission Mini Me!

ok! i am on a Mission. shit i saw some recent photos of myself and look at this!



something needs to be done!!!! haha so i have decided the only way im gonna exercise is if im forced to like P.E, dance or cheerleading back in KC. Forced to what- dont go do 20 man push ups, get screwed by the rest in ur group cos their stunt cant go up. But we did alright i guess :)



So....now im gonna take up a class. That will force me cos it's FREAKING $180 but is also pretty fun ;) I'm gonna be a....................
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POLEDANCER!!



it's just an exercise/dance class ok, PLEASE dont think otherwise. Apparently, it's really more than just swinging on a pole.It works out ur legs and stomach region. JUST WHAT I NEED. Check out this video..



or

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nws265cJ7DY