i dont know why im so obsessed with modeling these days. my face looks like the surface of the moon but i really dont care anymore. i need to get it cleaned up BIG TIME man and get rid of my eczema and dry skin. not only for the fact that i wanna be able to model but also bcos i wanna look good without makeup..im so lazy to wear makeup man..and i look like a maid man without it.

was looking again at the newpaper newface 06 photos i found on flicker, and i realised that actually the only reason those girls got selected is because they have good complexion and more expensive dress sense.honestly!! im not being bitter.. i bet only 6 girls tops were actually BEAUTIFUL and not WELL-GROOMED.

im so sick of having bad complexion. really man..i need to do something. i need more facials, eat more veg (that i dunno when ill start) and drink/eat more cooling stuff since my body is insanely heaty. sucks man to have a heaty body; it's like instant confirmed pimples.

so jealous of audrey-got new proactive set :(