The So-Called Advice of A Mother

Mom to Audrey: "Can you imagine marrying a creature like that *looks at me*?"

Mom: "How can anyone stand living with you.."


<3 Mom

Trying a new layout

i miss you.

1. Grandma
2. Aunty Wendy
3. Kim
4. Angelene

5. Babe (thank god it's only for 6 wks)

<3

Give Me 3 Months....This Will Be Me!

CAKE OR DEATH!!!

FUCKING FUNNY!!!!!!

Belief of Today

I believe that someone like you has the capacity to be the spawn of Satan. These are, by far, the strongest words I have ever used which mean more to me than any vulgarity.

The actions done have gone beyond any rational reasoning and currently have purely unexplainable intentions.


Good luck to you if you find this 'mention' a compliment.

Waiting

I hate it. I always have.
It's rude, it pisses me off more than anything else.
But sometimes, I dont mind waiting for you.

From being late at the mrt, to finishing your work in 2 hrs instead of 1/2 an hr.
We planned to go to clubbing at 10pm but reached at 12.30pm; missing the start of the show.


I hate waiting more than anything else.
But i will try to tolerate it for you.


You have dreams, but your dreams take you away from me.
You know I'll never stop you from living your dream.

From 3 months in Spain, to 3 months in New York.
Going to uni for 3 months; then 6 months at a time.
In a full year, I might only see you for 3-4 mths.
Half my body actually feels missing until you come home.


I REALLY hate waiting more than anything else.
But I will give in because I want you.


Now, talk of joining the US Air Force and plans for making your millions.
Something is different this time. Something that makes me feel helpless.
Have I always been in the way?


I guess it's time to concentrate on my dream again.


*As of Dec 30th 2008, it's been a blissful 3 yrs and 9 mths.

Sofia Boutella ;)

It's the Weekend!

I finally found my perfect-sized fedora!

Due to genes and a pinch of bad luck, my head is a tad too small so most fedoras look big on me but not YOU Forever 21 Fedora <3

Next colour to get will be you:




Ill be back for you..your're just too cute :)

What The Fuck Happened

End Of 2008

List of things Ive done

1. Last Semester of Mass Comm - finally reached GPA of 3.45
2. Quit Crazy Elephant
3. Joined Appco as a sales managment trainee for Standard Chartered
4. Fuck it, quit that and joined an online advertising company
5. Audrey came home
6. Insane clubbing escapades with the girls (and now the boys too)
7. Red Hot 21st party
8. Audrey's 20th Bday
9. Brokethrough with my mom on my relationship
10. Bangkok trip with Odi and the preparations start for my online shopping site
10. The distance between us starts and looks like it will continue that way


What the fuck happened to my wholesome and promising 2009...How did it get this way? Why wont you go out with me anymore - like everything else is a priority? Why cant I help you to get where you wanna go? Was it something I did?

Forget it.




Thanks for listening Mel.


<3 Anto

MERRY CHRISTMAS! Counting down the days to PAY DAY never tires me out :)

so in the past months, ive gottn a job, quit and found a better advertising job.
my gf came home and is now with me which is the highlight of my life so far :)

the fleeting heart

hmmm why am i in pain? i dont understand.
this shouldnt be there.
it's insignificant.


pls stop.

CANTEEN TABLE CLAN IN GENTING!!

heart attack!

i went to zouk flea market with mel today :) bought 3 retro-inspired tops and a floral dress.

but i tell u, i almost left my whole shopping bag in tampines mall's basement toilet ah. i SPRINTED all the way back from ntuc to find my shopping bag still there behind a semi-opened door.



THANK GOD

disturbed

i just watched THIN. if doc pro students read this they'd probably either think: "now then ur watching it?" or "oh man, dont be emotional" but it's hard not to.

im just imagining myself to be a mother of one of the girls and i dont know how im gonna live with myself if my kid ended up looking like this:



i mean come on, it's rampant. it's all over E! Entertainment, criticized on gossip blogs, The O.C, Gossip Girl...blah blah blah. it's like some subliminal message to tell young girls that if u dont look like these boney chicken girls then ur fat and ugly.

yeah la i know i sound emotional and thinking too much about it but it scares me. my girls wont end up looking like that boney chicken.

Its been so long man since i posted anything. so much has happened and now im too lazy to type it all out. ill skip the past and focus on the present:

advert's over
masina's almost over
just had a media law test (thank god it's open book)
doc pro is looking good :)

i wanna sleep balls. im so deprived of sleep.
im going to Genting with the girls :D

here are some pics over christmas and new yrs '07!

im starting to feel under-appreciated.
i wonder how long this feeling will go on for
until i decide to move on.

it's a very irritating feeling;
im being worned down.

Busy Bee!!

this weekend was madness. soo many things to do and events to go to.

over the span of thurs, fri and sat ive been to peninsula 4 times to check on my camera and get a bounce, alter christmas clothes and re-check my flash.

thurs was my mom's bday so we had lunch at Vilage (old Marche) after doc pro and surprised her with a mini party with my cousin and aunt. after that, had to go home and get ready for the Herstory party.





i worked at the airport on fri and after that went for Jake's house party till i think 1.30am? lotsa fun :)

saturday i had an indian wedding at 8.00am and after that i had to rush down to the children's home for doc pro. i was super over-dressed man, i kinda felt like crap for that but oh well, good feeling abt doc pro :)

after that at 5pm i met Melissa and the very late girls in town for our CHRISTMAS DINNER 2007!!



we went to Pete's Place at Hyatt Hotel and my stupid portion was soo bloody small ah..Just look at that! i havent event touched it yet somemore.



i love my friends la only we would be this kiasu to take this much bread..



think we had 3 or 4 piles of this. and of course camwhoring in the toilet..



ohh-dee-lii-yaahh and Ant-toe-net



Chris-tea-nah and Ray-Cher

after dinner we went to Dempsey Hill for some Ben & Jerry's!! but before that...

GIFT EXCHANGE:D



i got them panties from Accesorize.


mel was damn cute la. she got us hot wheels :) at least now we all own a car.


dawn got us calvin klein undies!


ok la im quite tired already..show u more pics next time :)

random thoughts

This video reminds me of TriMedia and listening to this non-stop with Fizah and Shu at one point balls..i miss it now :(