Wednesday, April 26

i love these tests..

You must be havin' a laugh! You go for the clown type!

Laughter is the way to your heart. A man with a fab sense of humour is definitely the one for you! You want a Clown, someone who can laugh at himself and make you laugh, too. There's nothing more tedious than a man who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a chap is silly, he's generally self-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone's favourite friend. There's never a dull moment with your clown nearby. You crave excitement and a bit of a laugh, and your clown enhances those things in your life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without a smile. Your witty lad will ensure that that doesn't happen - his light hearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter

2nd day..

hello...having web design now. our first assignment's like art man!! its a journal.i miss art..the art room was practically our second home :)

i miss all the dancing (kaimana dance), paint fights, hahahaha TECHNO..occasional crying in the toilet or under the table, hearing ms low shouting at dawn or odi downstairs, zul me n ally carrying the big boards in the bus, mr juraimy's singing! hahahaha...haiyo. our handprints are still under the table! i asked my cousin to check.

i doubt it'll be the same..

eh i keep shitting these past few days know! its been a week already, especially after i drink milo or tea..im damn sad! looks a bit green somemore..-_-

Thursday, April 20

itchy

wah basket..my eczema came back. this time, its in its prime ah..really spreading like fire around my elbows and forearms. stupid allergy more like SKIN DISEASE..went to the private doctor downstairs my block, U KNOW HOW MUCH IT WAS? $43!! im broke balls! how to enjoy the long weekend now? bloody nonsense know..felt touched when i was offered the wildlife fund ;) but i feel bad lah..so yes, ill prob stay at home till sat when i actually work again. i hate work nowadays..im not upgrading lah bloody shit. ive been there almost a year balls and no upgrade! it may just be 50 cents but still...


*scratch-scratch* aaarrrgghhh

i feel so unloved today...

hello..
no one seems to wanna go out today balls..(maybe cos i ask to late lah but still). i missed val's party yest n zulie wulie was missing. today, NO ONE plus there's nothing to do lah really so i shall do some shopping by myself. i couldnt talk to audrey also cos my mom walked in so i hanged up the phone. heh..fell asleep once i hanged up so yes. even my mom is going out tonight...hmph! oh well..im just gonna catch up on my sleep..

i love these tests..

Palm Reading Test
What Does Your Future Hold?

Antoinette, the shape of your hand reveals that you are especially good at Letting your love flow

Based on the signs in your palm, you have much to gain by giving your affection freely to those that you care most about. By putting directed energy toward expressing your love, your efforts will be returned multi-fold.
There are many secrets hidden in your hands.

alright ; )

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Your true color is Red!

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.


What's Your True Color?

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Saturday, April 15

this is a tad late but what the hell..

hey..was reading all ur blogs n all of u gave testimonial thingies for everyone so i shall do my bit.
in random order:

shear!: bloody pyscho..haha u the best roomate lah woman. sleeps damn early balls but life's never boring with her ;)

crystal: u ah...i will always remember turning around to find u shitting, pants down with the door wide open begging us not to leave u alone in the room! ahhahaha..one of a kind lah u. *hug*

fizah: somehow we always know what the other's thinking for certain moments e.g ms melanie's armpit hair :D and "ice-cream n ice-cream stick".

jasmine: spunky. u n val need to cut down on the ciggs man!

val: thanks for being there for me during the whole audrey thing. (kristy too). vals hot lah ;)

kristy: i finally get to know more abt u on that chiang mai trip. goodness..anyway thanks kristy for following me out for a drink to cheer me up. i know u had locvid n all to do that night in chiang mai. *hug*

sel: haha selene selene..ur damn cartoon when ur overstressed. ill remember u n fizah mocking us outside andrew's room pretending to be high. then fizah scared the shit out of danial!!!ahahaha..

eunice: u were so much quieter than usual on the trip actually. anyway, if my teasings hurt, let me know? i tend to over do it but i still love u woman.

now the boys....

jj: damn emo when high. saw another side of u but still a good friend to have yes?

heikal: CRACKPOT!! i will always remember kissing ur knee, shaving ur leg hair off, ernie dance..there's a lot man heikal. im so glad i got to know u better too :)

danial: u...ive got much to say! but for now..i shall keep it at he's a great friend to have too. at least i know he'll look after his friends if they puke n clean up after them. i wont even do that balls. see u in class :)

andrew: my tall friend.. with the bigger upper lip :D still cant believe u frenched kenneth..sporting man u.

azhar: eh eh! my mat friend..hahah! he's a real gentle giant.

aiyah ok lah..im lazy to write the rest. all if u not mentioned, i still love u very much so..
had counselling today with mom. didnt go very well.. i hate all this confrontations.
basicly, she claims that i dont respect her and that.... WELL IT DIDNT GO WELL LAH i cant be bothered to write anymore. overall, nothing i say will make audrey n i work out in my moms eyes. so its over..

attn: AUDREY

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch: 9
Quality Time: 8
Words of Affirmation: 6
Receiving Gifts: 4
Acts of Service: 3


Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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oh yeah..its damn true lah. ok before u think im some sex maniac or smth, i like being manja-that kinda physical touch. i LOVE it! i can be really very manja so yes..at least sweets u know u could never say i dont love u. i miss u lah..

Sunday, April 9

think i broke his ego..

i tell u!!!!!!!! today, some ASSHOLE eurasian customer came into Crazy Elephant. what is happening to all u Eurasian men huh???

1st! this bugger comes in and acts like some casanova putting his pudgy arms around all the waitresses that comes by (when he's so purely average looking..plus he showers my face a lot when he talks).

next! he starts flirting with me of all people saying like "im gregok (crude slang for eurasian)...ur gregok too ;)". so i said no-im eurasian..ur just low class.

so he started fighting with me in a flirty way..the dumbass. cant get the hint!

so he aske me for my name and woud i go out with him on a date? OBVIOUSLY im sure u all know this, i said no, i have a gf in spain.

the asshole can still say - but she's not here is she? heh heh :)
nvm...tahan.

so i tried to explain everything even why some girls went down that other road like me..
U KNOW WHAT HE CAN STILL SAY? dont u want a piece of this?-his dick. he asked so many times somemore!

WHO DOES HE THINK I AM BALLS ????!!! SOME CHEAPO WAITRESS JUST COS I WORK IN A BAR? heh..he's gonna get it.

so i said-"wad dick?? i cant even see it from here man." he got quite insulted so he tried to salvage himself by saying that oh lesbians only say that cos they miss it n stuff.

so i was like-" what??? oh please lah-even if urs was in, i bet i wouldnt even know ok".

he started cursing n swearing at that point balls..deserve it. his client was with him n started laughing like mad.

hey, its true wad..anyone would've insulted that fella back man. ESPECIALLY me..im not cheap ah for heaven's sake.and i love audrey to death..cant believe he thought i'd possibly cheat on her. im not like that man..eeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

MOS disaster..for once

Hey!! havent posted in a while balls..been working but I finally got to go out with my girls yesterday!

we went to m.o.s yesterday after dinner. was alright at first, we went ard 10.15pm for the $12 cover charge (budget man we all). for the 1st time-Smooth only had two dancers in the cage..hah! but was quite nice lah..no jokers trying to dance up against u.

BUT i tell u by the time 3am came it was so bloooody crowded they closed off Smooth so we went to the main arena. before that whilst we were dancing, this group of pyscho chinese girls came as a group just behind us and dance like some hooligan ok-they did the beyonce butt dance ESPECIALLY the girl behind ME ah..

i couldnt take it! i mean seriously woman, i dont mind but fuck u balls we were already crammed at the corner and u made me hit my friends lah. mungents.. i BUTT-HIT THEM BACK. anyway, after that nonsense we went to main arena.

it was damn fun!! i forgot how shiok the beat of trance could be..then they had soap bubbles coming down at the climax of one of the songs. damn nice..but i tell u some pple there, especially j-pop wannabes cant dance. haha dawn-" excuse me, can u please turn around?!" hahahahaha..still cant believe u said that woman..

guess who i saw in the retro room later????? FAHMI. he's nice n all but god he cant stop talking balls and i wanna dance. then his asshole friend tried to dance up against me from behind when the shiok part of the song came..ASSHOLE!!! i told him off. i dont even know the bugger man!

we went back down to smooth later..this time, there were so many jokers ard ah and the music wasnt danceable at all..this indian guy made fun of us when we came in cos my group all of us are short. ANYHOW LAH HE..he's like only 10 cm taller than me lah goodness. rachel p pushed him on our way out when we left..salute :)

after that wasnt much..we went out to liang court for snacks n drinks. then we sat outside on the floor and we got carded by the police!! haha..damn funny.

overall, m.o.s really sucked yesterday and someone was missing yesterday as usual for 4 months. 3 more weeks sweets..it'll come sooner than we think :)

Monday, April 3

alright man!

Your IQ score is 109!

You have a strong ability to process visual-spatial and mathematical information and this, combined with your logical mind, means you are a Visual Mathematician. You can manipulate multiple parts of the picture (or problem) to come up with a solution and can understand the "big picture," which is partly why people may turn to you for direction.

Like Einstein, your ability to detect patterns and your skills in maths and logic, make it natural for you to come up with ideas and theories that simplify processes for everyone.


MUA HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!

where are u..

tried calling u today..once again, ur not around :(
my godson was baptised today..im officially a GODMA. so embarrasing the priest said that he'd bless the babies on their foreheads n advised us to do the same-I BLESSED MYSELF. what??! i really thought thats wad he meant..damn malu lah my whole family laughed at me balls..
wish u could have been there..5 of April's coming soon baby :)

Runaway
Music & Lyrics: The Corrs
Transcript: www.corrsonline.com

Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you
I'm not alone, tell me you feel it too
And I would run away
I would run away, yeah..., yeah
I would run away
I would run away with you

Cause I am falling in love with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you

Close the door, lay down upon the floor
And by candlelight, make love to me through the night
(through the night, through the night...)

Cause I have run away
I have run away, yeah..., yeah
I have run away, run away
I have run away with you

Cause I am falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...
With you...

And I would runaway
I would runaway, yeah..., yeah
I would runaway (runaway)
I would runaway with you

Cause I am falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...

Falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop falling in love with you

With you, my love, with you...na ni na ni na na...
(With you, with you, with you, with you)

Fade out

Thursday, March 30

hmmm



i love my friends. all of us are damn random like this impromptu shot and i can count on them for anything :) (u all should feel so loved right now). sorry if i couldnt meet up today- mom decided to plan my whole day by ending it with church so yes. i wouldnt have minded playing CS eventhough i suck at it..

at this point, i dont care if my mom reads this or not so here goes..



i miss u woman! so very much..i hate going thru all this alone. well i know im not cos u talk to me almost each night but still..i need some physical presense here man :( by the way, i like this photo of u..it sucks cos we hardly have any photos together man and i feel like this will end soon. and i really really dont want it to especially like this.. where are you? bet ur out since its fri n all but i just wish u could like send me a msg or smth..

i cant get my mom to understand. she keeps twisting things around..she said i had no respect for her, im throwing my future away which is BULLSHIT cos this does not affect my future cos i can still be successful being the way i am with u and if i dont respect her, i wouldnt bother getting the grades i have..or used to have. im a wreck in mass comm. i mean a 2.6 average?? where the fuck can i go with that despite improving? my class seems to be having the bums with the exception of some..so i dont know what to do with our group projects. but i shall be optimistic and hope what ive heard isnt true..

i dont want this to end sweets..i will miss so many things:


you being nonsense..[ i like this photo too :)]


crazy baggins..rubbing his eye shit on my jeans.



now i really love this photo..mainly cos this is the view i get alot :) and im so proud of u..

we should have more photos..why am i so emo at 12.25am? seems like a routine these days..

2006 new timetable

wah shiiiiook!!

monday-no school!!
aiyah but why must i have newswriting, pr and web design. all not favoured man..

actually i only have 4 classes this sem (plus comm issues)but my friends in this year's year 3 said year 2's gonna be a bitch so i shallnt be complacent.

at least my gpa went up from 2.3 to 2.6 this sem when everyone else was dropping. i must get myself in the 3. smth range by now balls.. i cannot handle seeing Cs in my progress report again. but at least no D this time.

so far..danial, fahmi and felicia are in my class 210. wonder who else..

Wednesday, March 22

chiang mai

hello!!!!!!!!

ok yes im in the comp lab in this christian school that im teaching english at now so taking the opportunity.

i miss all of u all man! how was christina's birthday and everything else?
i cant call much because the stupid international calling card is 300 baht which is ex for just 50 mins.

the first week was like a holiday man seriously- we went trekking, visited all the tribes, swam in a waterfall!!! (that was fun ) and mainly ate and went shopping. there were 3 night markets man but was bloody expensive ah..go to bangkok seriously.

i ate a lot-tried the REAL thai mango salad!! had strawberries with sugar in a cup..was damn shiok man, tom yam, chilli ikan billis, sugar cane bits (u gotta crush it in ur mouth and spit out the pulp) and i ate a COCKROACH. ok lah it tasted lah ikan billis actually so wasnt so bad :)

Friday, March 10

bloody hell! i got C overall for locvid lah..i dont understand why i keep getting Cs..i DO NOT like seeing Cs on my progress report ah for gdness sake..bloody hell! think that perv doesnt like me lah..everybody had like As or Bs for the 20%; i ?!! a bloody C is what he gives me.

u perv! just cos i dont let u touch my hair or i dont laugh at ur "hilarious" jokes doesnt mean i dont deserve an A for participation ah!! KNNCCB! (rockson, 2006).

Monday, March 6

photos!!






that's my godson- jayden :) he really likes to sleep with his legs up man for some reason. i bought his little playpen thingie..was too adorable.



typical uncle behaviour on a sunday family gathering..starting off the day with the latest soccer update -_-



he's gonna be such a tyrant lah look at that pose..gdness. i cant wait to make u fat man >:D

Saturday, March 4

i got a camera!!!!!!!


oh yeah!!! ah huh :) BRAND NEW PANASONIC LUMIX FX9..she's a real beauty ladies and gentleman at a cheap rate of $598.50 inclusive of 5% gst, 6 megapixels with a throw in of a 512mb memory card.mustafa's cheapest is $628 but i got mine cheaper....MUA HAHAHAHAH!!

all at sim lim square..with much thanks to my cousin, Angeline :)

i can FINALLY take all my photos again!!! wooo!!! havent been on my rampage since my trusted canon failed me in sec3.i really wanna take up photography in year 2 or 3. ill be damn brilliant at it..can feel it.

my face is getting worse again..i dont get it lah. why must my complexion be so tightly tied with what i eat? ally's isnt like that and dawn too (but she eats papaya every night lah n i hate papaya so nvm)..

eh do u all wanna work or not? come work with me lah.. decrese minah population. eunice kow came for application the other day..only girls lah sorry but we end now an hour later :( i dont like!!!! im so sleepy and my feet hurt like hell by the last hour..but hey i bring home more or less $70 each night..suck on that! come lag-crazy elephant, clarke quay. just walk in before 7pm. they are seriously looking for people..

Wednesday, March 1

breathe

hmm..mom finally knows i talk to audrey at night :X
now she's thinking of literally keeping the phones at night.
irrational behaviour man seriously..

u know eventhough schools over, i come home thinking i have to study still..!
my life..its really revolving around studying, work and my friends the last few weeks.
if i dont focus my mind on smth else, ill really go nuts with audrey gone cos despite doing that, i cant get her outta my head..see the kinda effect u have on me woman?

aiyoh!! kim from top model's out!!! NOOOOOO!! my favourite..oh well. now jayla's fave :)

im bored man..