Bleached Out and Rinsed-Dry

The So-Called Advice of A Mother

2009-12-30T12:09:00.002+08:00

Mom to Audrey: "Can you imagine marrying a creature like that *looks at me*?"

Mom: "How can anyone stand living with you.."

<3 Mom

Trying a new layout

2009-12-07T16:22:00.000+08:00

2009-09-21T22:40:00.001+08:00

i miss you.

1. Grandma
2. Aunty Wendy
3. Kim
4. Angelene

5. Babe (thank god it's only for 6 wks)

<3

Give Me 3 Months....This Will Be Me!

2009-02-14T11:42:00.005+08:00

CAKE OR DEATH!!!

2009-01-30T11:36:00.000+08:00

FUCKING FUNNY!!!!!!

Belief of Today

2009-01-27T07:45:00.002+08:00

I believe that someone like you has the capacity to be the spawn of Satan. These are, by far, the strongest words I have ever used which mean more to me than any vulgarity.

The actions done have gone beyond any rational reasoning and currently have purely unexplainable intentions.

Good luck to you if you find this 'mention' a compliment.

Waiting

2009-01-13T23:31:00.004+08:00

I hate it. I always have.
It's rude, it pisses me off more than anything else.
But sometimes, I dont mind waiting for you.

From being late at the mrt, to finishing your work in 2 hrs instead of 1/2 an hr.
We planned to go to clubbing at 10pm but reached at 12.30pm; missing the start of the show.

I hate waiting more than anything else.
But i will try to tolerate it for you.

You have dreams, but your dreams take you away from me.
You know I'll never stop you from living your dream.

From 3 months in Spain, to 3 months in New York.
Going to uni for 3 months; then 6 months at a time.
In a full year, I might only see you for 3-4 mths.
Half my body actually feels missing until you come home.

I REALLY hate waiting more than anything else.
But I will give in because I want you.

Now, talk of joining the US Air Force and plans for making your millions.
Something is different this time. Something that makes me feel helpless.
Have I always been in the way?

I guess it's time to concentrate on my dream again.

*As of Dec 30th 2008, it's been a blissful 3 yrs and 9 mths.

Sofia Boutella ;)

2009-01-11T16:36:00.001+08:00

It's the Weekend!

2009-01-03T00:51:00.002+08:00

I finally found my perfect-sized fedora!

Due to genes and a pinch of bad luck, my head is a tad too small so most fedoras look big on me but not YOU Forever 21 Fedora <3

Next colour to get will be you:

Ill be back for you..your're just too cute :)

What The Fuck Happened

2009-01-01T17:04:00.004+08:00

End Of 2008

List of things Ive done

1. Last Semester of Mass Comm - finally reached GPA of 3.45
2. Quit Crazy Elephant
3. Joined Appco as a sales managment trainee for Standard Chartered
4. Fuck it, quit that and joined an online advertising company
5. Audrey came home
6. Insane clubbing escapades with the girls (and now the boys too)
7. Red Hot 21st party
8. Audrey's 20th Bday
9. Brokethrough with my mom on my relationship
10. Bangkok trip with Odi and the preparations start for my online shopping site
10. The distance between us starts and looks like it will continue that way

What the fuck happened to my wholesome and promising 2009...How did it get this way? Why wont you go out with me anymore - like everything else is a priority? Why cant I help you to get where you wanna go? Was it something I did?

Forget it.

Thanks for listening Mel.

<3 Anto

2008-12-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! Counting down the days to PAY DAY never tires me out :)

2008-08-17T21:17:00.002+08:00

so in the past months, ive gottn a job, quit and found a better advertising job.
my gf came home and is now with me which is the highlight of my life so far :)

the fleeting heart

2008-06-24T02:03:00.001+08:00

hmmm why am i in pain? i dont understand.
this shouldnt be there.
it's insignificant.

pls stop.

CANTEEN TABLE CLAN IN GENTING!!

2008-02-27T05:57:00.000+08:00

heart attack!

2008-02-18T02:32:00.002+08:00

i went to zouk flea market with mel today :) bought 3 retro-inspired tops and a floral dress.

but i tell u, i almost left my whole shopping bag in tampines mall's basement toilet ah. i SPRINTED all the way back from ntuc to find my shopping bag still there behind a semi-opened door.

THANK GOD

disturbed

2008-02-02T19:59:00.001+08:00

i just watched THIN. if doc pro students read this they'd probably either think: "now then ur watching it?" or "oh man, dont be emotional" but it's hard not to.

im just imagining myself to be a mother of one of the girls and i dont know how im gonna live with myself if my kid ended up looking like this:

i mean come on, it's rampant. it's all over E! Entertainment, criticized on gossip blogs, The O.C, Gossip Girl...blah blah blah. it's like some subliminal message to tell young girls that if u dont look like these boney chicken girls then ur fat and ugly.

yeah la i know i sound emotional and thinking too much about it but it scares me. my girls wont end up looking like that boney chicken.

2008-01-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

Its been so long man since i posted anything. so much has happened and now im too lazy to type it all out. ill skip the past and focus on the present:

advert's over
masina's almost over
just had a media law test (thank god it's open book)
doc pro is looking good :)

i wanna sleep balls. im so deprived of sleep.
im going to Genting with the girls :D

here are some pics over christmas and new yrs '07!

2007-12-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

im starting to feel under-appreciated.
i wonder how long this feeling will go on for
until i decide to move on.

it's a very irritating feeling;
im being worned down.

Busy Bee!!

2007-12-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

this weekend was madness. soo many things to do and events to go to.

over the span of thurs, fri and sat ive been to peninsula 4 times to check on my camera and get a bounce, alter christmas clothes and re-check my flash.

thurs was my mom's bday so we had lunch at Vilage (old Marche) after doc pro and surprised her with a mini party with my cousin and aunt. after that, had to go home and get ready for the Herstory party.

i worked at the airport on fri and after that went for Jake's house party till i think 1.30am? lotsa fun :)

saturday i had an indian wedding at 8.00am and after that i had to rush down to the children's home for doc pro. i was super over-dressed man, i kinda felt like crap for that but oh well, good feeling abt doc pro :)

after that at 5pm i met Melissa and the very late girls in town for our CHRISTMAS DINNER 2007!!

we went to Pete's Place at Hyatt Hotel and my stupid portion was soo bloody small ah..Just look at that! i havent event touched it yet somemore.

i love my friends la only we would be this kiasu to take this much bread..

think we had 3 or 4 piles of this. and of course camwhoring in the toilet..

ohh-dee-lii-yaahh and Ant-toe-net

Chris-tea-nah and Ray-Cher

after dinner we went to Dempsey Hill for some Ben & Jerry's!! but before that...

GIFT EXCHANGE:D

i got them panties from Accesorize.

mel was damn cute la. she got us hot wheels :) at least now we all own a car.

dawn got us calvin klein undies!

ok la im quite tired already..show u more pics next time :)

random thoughts

2007-12-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

This video reminds me of TriMedia and listening to this non-stop with Fizah and Shu at one point balls..i miss it now :(

weekend shopping :)

2007-12-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

... i told u im impulsive.

WONDER WOMAN!!! WONDER WOMAN!!

Fake Swiss watch for $10

Best buy for $30 :)

Pitchin' Bitchin'

2007-12-07T02:16:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh...i think i was a bit too formal today. i wish our doc pro pitch went better but oh well, we worked with what we had.

on top of the fact that my iron was spoilt making me have super limited options for formal wear, my final outfit kept doing this to me:

Watch closely now, im gonna perform a MAGIC TRICK :) Start scrolling..
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PRESTO!!

....and it kept popping open like this ALL DAY. My god..lucky i found a safety pin on the floor but sadly after my presentation. oh well.

ive realised im actually quite an impulsive shopper and i buy things based on my mood so today... i was feeling a bit down la and i wanted to get smth to cheer me up :) Up Up and AWAY!! So....i ended up getting this:

A black Mphosis Shorts Jumpsuit.

Yeah la yeah la...my thighs are a problem la. you think u look damn good is it huh...PORK CHOPS?! at least i feel gd in this outfit.haha but now...

TO THE GYM!

2007-12-02T01:01:00.001+08:00

If you dont like me,
dont play with me.

Racist Bastards

2007-11-27T15:02:00.000+08:00

Im so pissed. No, Im miffed :(

haha ok enough with that (I bet some of u are smiling now if u know what I mean). But I really am pissed off la ok. I realized I havent mounted my board yet for Photojourn Assgn 2 so I went to Bras Basah yesterday to get it done professionally because I cant cut straight for nuts.

I forgot how to get there from NP so I ended taking the wrong buses and took 3 buses from NP instead of the usual 2. So, that got me a little annoyed.

When I finally reached there and bought my board from Art Friend, they had a slightly hidden sign that said "No Cutting Service Here". OK NVM..

Walked around the whole of Bras Basah and found 5 places that stated they had "Mounting Service" advertised on their door.

Can you imagine that all 5 places would not serve me? I asked if they had cutting service, they said no. Then said "yeah but u advertise u have mounting service?" All of them- "yeah, but we dont have the service anymore." WHAT THE FUCK, ALL YOUR EQUIPTMENT AND SPRAY MOUNTS ARE RIGHT INFRONT OF ME LA!!!

Just fucking imagine me ok- straight after school, took wrong buses, carrying board and spray mount in one hand, 2.5 kg laptop and bag in the other hand and walking ALL OVER looking for someone to help me cut my board.

I called Heikal at first and asked where did he get his done and he directed me to Joyce who said it was at this place called Colour Doc near the spiral staircase.

Colour Doc was the fucking first place I went to! It was crowded at first and the first guy told me "Um..We do not have cutting service here.This is also not a spiral staircase ok."

So the second time I came back, it had only 1 ang moh guy and I asked the second guy " Hi, my friends came here last week to cut their boards. You do not have the service anymore is it?" Which they CLEARLY DID because the spray mount and huge cutting boards are the first thing u see when u come in.

Second guy, turned away from the ang moh, "You see, it's not that we dont wanna serve u. We cant. We can only serve u if we're free."

That fucker never even asked me to wait, there was only 1 fucking customer who happened to be angmoh in the shop and i dont know what the rest of his 4 staff were doing you cant even help me mount my board for 5 mins?!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT WONT TAKE AN HOUR DUMBASS!!!

SO..i have come to a conclusion. All you backward Cinas that I went to at Bras Basah are RACIST! Just because im not Angmoh or Chinese u dont wanna serve me. All 5 of ur staff must serve your one Angmoh or Chinese customer.

May god spit on you and your business crumble into a bottomless pit.

sorry i went to far there.

im in love!

2007-11-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

a shot at love with tila tequila- dani campbell <3

point and shoot!

2007-11-17T19:45:00.001+08:00

SO MANY THINGS TO DO

2007-11-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

*British accent*

why yes..i seem to be very wanted in these times where my project meetings are overlapping; very wanted indeed.

now ms patterson, please REMIND yourself that you MUST complete the following before hanging with your ctc girls at Dempsey Hill on Saturday:

1. mount my Photojourn Assgn 1 onto the board
2. compile lit review for Masina
3. compile effective people management and check on the skit done
4. do media law group project done
5. double check on survey for masina and start doing done
6. think of ideas of final Photojourn Project done

By the way, im quite happy with how my pictures came out :) except i forgot to take away the date so now it is "burned" onto my negatives!!! apart from that, very brilliant shots i should say.

good show 'ol chap :)

I WON SOMETHING!

2007-11-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

Yes!!! I won my first expensive prize:

A hamper worth $105 of Daisy by Marc Jacobs goodies:D

2007-11-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

the more i think about it, the more i dont like you.

1. self-proclaimed figurehead
2. anti-diversity
3. potential screw up candidate

do i really need to tell you certain things?

2007-11-12T13:21:00.000+08:00

it just hit me:

out of this whole year, ive only seen u for 2 mths 2 weeks :(

i miss you

my kinda party

2007-11-04T22:46:00.000+08:00

Music by BOYS NOIZE

2007-10-28T21:09:00.001+08:00

what's happening to me? how did i get so angry

missed school today

2007-10-11T14:00:00.000+08:00

crap today i woke late from clubbing with odi n xiang yun at MOS. stupid, i should have left earlier but nvm, i had a lotta fun :)

i think my tolerance for alcohol is getting higher. we had 4-5 drinks already and we drank 'em down fast but still wasnt high whilst XY was mabuk queen.heh..

i think today was some professional preparation class from like 9am-4.30pm? fucking mad. i wonder why do they need such a long time to explain smth like that. oh well..

ill be joining another school since i missed it today..god i hope its not engineering.

2007-10-11T11:51:00.000+08:00

should i leave crazy.e? im getting so annoyed at working there and getting scoldings about random things.

for one, i suck at cashier; i know that, u know that. so why do u keep putting me as cashier and scolding me when i told u this would already happen? im not ur punching bag. then after a while, i know what to do but because u know im bad, u dont even give me the chance to try- "May, u better go in and help her or none of u can go home" when im doing the most basic stuff.

next, u scold me for talking to customers because i talk to them for too long. more like u've banned me so fine! now i get scoldings AGAIN because im not talking to them apart from the "HI WELCOME! WHAT CAN I GET U?" when u've banned me. What the fuck u want man..

then recently, i didnt know i was working on tues because when i called the place, i was only told monday. so im chilling at home and get a call abt this. OK, NVM!!! ill still come down but ill be late. along the way, my charles n keith slippers burst.

SO I GOT RUDELY CALLED UP, SLIPPERS BURST, WALKED BAREFOOT PASSED PENINSULA N GOT TO WORK STRAIGHT. then i get another scolding.

this one's about how im already old staff, been there for 2 yrs (only work 1 day a weel and skip exam months; im prac like new la ok if the ever changing drinks, specials, promos n prices) so i should know the procedures. im not the only staff there so she cant look out for me blah blah.

fuck la ok. im not like some of the minahs u have there- i dont skip work, i dont come late n if i do ill msg u 1st, if u need help to replace pple, ill replace when i can and i dont take tips unlike some pple. just cos i work once or twice a week doesnt mean i dont work elsewhere where the cash is better.

n how dare u say that with all my education, i cant even do cashier?!!!! dont u bring my education into this. fucked up bitch. i dont have to suck up to u to get ahead in life. they have no choice but i do.

it's all a fucking favouritism game. im sick of it.

god i love this dance

2007-10-09T16:57:00.001+08:00

2007-10-09T04:44:00.000+08:00

i just wanted to comment on this before i forget:

ally told me that aaron came across the Suria or Sensasi version of Spiderman but guess what they called it :)

at least call it "Labah-labah Man" or smth but no!! they decided to give Spiderman a new species......CICAK MAN!!!! hahahah how the hell will the bugger look like???!
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HAHAHAHHAHA!

and his nemesis........

GINGER BOYS!!!!

hahah fuck la

Mission Mini Me!

2007-10-02T15:03:00.001+08:00

ok! i am on a Mission. shit i saw some recent photos of myself and look at this!

something needs to be done!!!! haha so i have decided the only way im gonna exercise is if im forced to like P.E, dance or cheerleading back in KC. Forced to what- dont go do 20 man push ups, get screwed by the rest in ur group cos their stunt cant go up. But we did alright i guess :)

So....now im gonna take up a class. That will force me cos it's FREAKING $180 but is also pretty fun ;) I'm gonna be a....................
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POLEDANCER!!

it's just an exercise/dance class ok, PLEASE dont think otherwise. Apparently, it's really more than just swinging on a pole.It works out ur legs and stomach region. JUST WHAT I NEED. Check out this video..

or

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nws265cJ7DY

The wise sayings of Chef George (Crazy.E)

2007-09-28T11:51:00.000+08:00

"You are different from the other girls here; always glowing like a Sunflower. I will call you my Sunflower"-Chef George.

Heh made my day :)

My 20th Bday

2007-09-18T02:06:00.000+08:00

I cant believe im 20!! it's just a number, i dont feel anything but it scares me a bit. After 21, it's downhill-age, wrinkles, belly and intake of more veggies...great.

well, it was FANTASTIC while it lasted :) I LOVE U MY FRIENDS..

getting prepared..

my typical family past time

my family only sees each other on bdays..

my darling cousins who werent able to drink with me :(

a very Charm moment

then it's off to play with lanterns around Siglap!

odi and ally had us end up at Kembangan (bcos of ally's retro house). It was so hot by the time we got back, the pants had to go..

leicester came after work (hence the outfit)

..but was sweet enough to give my younger cousins..

..and the BIGGER ONES balloons!!

it was time for the cake! but i seriously had to have a pre-tasting session to approve it for consumption.

Caught!!! haha ok yup, it's alright :)

i love my friends.. do u guys realise we've been together for at least 8 yrs?

my grandma's the best la. She's super sporting. who would let their youngest grandchild have a drinking party at their house? my grandma.

..and we finally start drinking!! heh with balloons on our heads. We are damn cool.

MY PENIS GOT CASTRATED (is that how u spell it?)

i think i became immune to beer. i didnt get drunk at all after dont know how many cans (i get buzzed on beer the fastest too).

bianca became my 'gf' for the night. the girls ended up having a random open conversation which is coming back to me now.

ally's damn cute la. all smiling and buzzed.

haha look at her what she made..goodness.

...but all this wouldnt have happened if werent for my mom. I love u mom :)

Alizée - J'en Ai Marre! (Live)

2007-09-10T01:48:00.001+08:00

Woohooo!!!! Alizee!!

Amex Urban Bash Party

2007-09-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

Worked with Pea, Charm, Dawn and Chris today at the Amex event yesterday. Damn bloody nice ah the whole layout- Arabian theme with a lot of detail.

Was working at the VIP, Media and Merchandiser booth with another Christina who was quite bitchy- wont switch posts with Pea and probably thought of me as "her worker"?

Funny Moment: One of the VIP ladies was this bleached-haired Indo woman with obviously faked boobies. Her boob fell out of her loosely-tied halter dress and she didnt feel it i guess so...i had to tell her. Then she was acting all vogue; posing for the cameraman (who took over 7 photos mind u. My entertainment for the day..

sec 5 flashback

2007-09-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

was looking through my old KC pics and look what ive found :P

Plastic Dick

2007-08-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

The ever wonderful qualities of the one YEE YEE:

1. claiming credit for his own is a necessity
2. biasness comes naturally
3. hypo-criticism is a craft
4. exaggeratedness gives u that "Ummph!!!"

NOW WAVE YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR!
JUMP AROUND LIKE U JUST DONT CARE AND GO....

HEYYYYYAAAA!!!HOW'S IT GOING? HEEEEYYYYAA!! HOW'S IT GOING?!

-The Yee

where's my luck man!

2007-07-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

i tell you, i have probably the worst luck in the world. apart from the fact i had a lot of fun at Radio Heatwave's Arena party thing with Zulie, I lost my phone and camera. I think it must have been stolen.

Bah...! Later on we went to DXO. Ok quite fun, malay dudes thought zul and i were lesbian for some reason but yes. I left to see someone:) and Zul told me she lost her wallet there but her bag was in the baggage area.

Today, I find out that Danial's Mac charger is STILL MISSING. OH MY GOD IM NEARLY $1000 IN DEBT!!

I swear man, ive learnt this:
1. im fucking sway-try those chinese luck bangles.
2. dont ever leave your stuff unattended at pubs anymore.
3. bring only keys, master card, ezlink and phone to avoid heartache.
4. i may need anger management courses too

fuckin' hell..

Tribune Stayover

2007-07-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

Haiyo..Im worried about my Tribune Editor. So much last minute stuff to take care off. I just realised im a lousy stayover kaki-i will sleep at 1am when everyone is proof-ing and will only wake up at 5.30am to start again.

The great thing about stayovers is being able to roam school like mad, walking ard barefoot and following Shu for smoke breaks.

Newest event-Herbal Life Expo Conference

2007-07-16T16:01:00.000+08:00

On Saturday it's the Herbal Life event with an estimate 14,000. I love events la-more money, lesser hours. But what does being a chambermaid have to do with health products????!

Grandma's 89th Bday

2007-07-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

God who would have known that 4 birthdays in one day would be like this.
1.double the amount of pereira shoutings
2.eurasian cake baker went missing so stuck outside her house
3.massive amounts of balloon blowing
4.singing the bday song for four people was madness. "..Happy Bday to Mama, Shayna, Sasha and Clarissa..."

Aye u think about it, the girls in my family got very 'porn-star' sounding names ah..hahaha oh my. Anyway, here are the pics for today. Welcome to a typical Pereira Bday:

This is Grandma a.k.a Mama a.k.a Mama Pereira

Geordan a.k.a Bolek. Cute la he..always manja with me but will action all manly

Kyla and Sasha. Yes, my family still believes in party hats :)

The innocent adult look-over-the-shoulder gimic and then...

AH HAHHH!!! caught in the act

Mah Jong for us starts very young..except for me la; they never taught me. basket..

When Uncle Ian starts playing the piano, u better run to the table for the Bday song and cake before it disappears.

2 sugee cakes, 1 butter cake, Clarissa, Shayna and Grandma.

For you pple under a rock, this is...*drum roll* the Magnificent Eurasian-style Sugee Cake!!!! Complete with icing and trimmings. Satisfaction Guaranteed :)

Dancing to "Jinkli Nona" is A MUST!!!

Then Nique, Tasha, Geordan, Ryan and I ventured into the streets of Siglap to look at the houses.I dont know why Geordan and Ryan love running down this hill.

In the next 5 years, ill have a similar (i wish) house.

Passed by the house that Tasha's friend burned down (apparently, the prime minister lived here)

And it ends off with us climbing the infamous Siglap Centre drain to go home

Thanks for joining me on my trip through Siglap. Goodbye now :)

facade

2007-07-11T10:03:00.001+08:00

i wanna vomit in your hair. your not fooling anyone.

morning drama

2007-07-10T11:17:00.000+08:00

today in the morning, i met fizah to go to school. along the way we met shu whilst i was enjoying my yummy milo peng.

so fizah needed me to hold the macbook pro whilst she did smth so i held it with my other hand.

i tell you!! the bloody macbook was so heavy, it tilted and practically slipped off my hand and wanted to crash to the floor. i panicked like man so the straw from my mouth flicked out and splashed all my milo onto shu and fizah :)

it was such a huge commotion ok. good thing was that i saved the $4,000 macbook pro. bad thing was that shu wore all white and fizah's white tudung had milo! hahahahahahhaa.

look me in the eye and tell me your love is like our love..

2007-07-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

i wish u would give me more of your time. you know im hardly free compared to you.

do you even miss me? you say u do but u dont act on it.

please be with me when im free on that one or two days of the week.

im pushing back everything for you.

life so far..is it really a life?

2007-07-06T11:20:00.000+08:00

So many things to do. I have no life. my life revoles ard hyper magazine and publicity work.

Record: went home at 8pm from TriMedia Newsroom and fizah scared the shit out of me from the lift..stupid ulu school.

i miss my kc friends and someone else too.

at least we'll be watching transformers tonight :)

that's just funny..

2007-07-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday my sexy Jarryl!!

As usual, a mass comm birthday party with 4/5 of the pple getting drunk,taking funny obscene pictures and an occasional crier here and there.

Drinking games are fun. Thank god my tolerance increased but i swear i hope i dont remember anything that ive said last night.

It's so funny what alcohol can do to you especially if both you and ur best friend are drunk and insanely manja ;)where was the camera then balls..oh well.

Met you when i was so manja. it was nice to see your friends and Sha again.

Funny moment of my day: I got picked up by this Italian guy on behalf of his pretty lesbian sister. Haha! Why didnt u help me sooner babe?

haha AERIAL!

2007-06-15T11:56:00.000+08:00

Which Disney Princess are you? W. Pictures!
Aerial You are a really nice person that is a good friend to all! You have a great sense of style and you and Aerial both love swimming and water! Your fun personality is great to be around!
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i hate being sick

2007-06-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

i really hate it. stupid fever.. i caught it from this acting class i went to, the teacher was already sick but i THOUGHT i was cautious enough but NOOOOO...i caught her stupid fever.

wonderful.

just wonderful.

somemore in the acting class she said she's had this fever for 4 days already. shit man..

is it virus? 3 of my darling ctc girls caught it too..get well soon guys :)

sorry

2007-06-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

i miss my girlfriend.
i want her home.
i hate not being able to give her the time she needs with me.
i hate making her wait for me to come online.
i hate when i am online, i still cant give her the time she's been waiting for.

i miss you.
i need you to come home soon.

today im sick with fever.
you wonder why im emo but i really need u now.

im all alone and i need to be looked after :(

i love you.
msg me when you're awake.

parents: do they deserve their kids?

2007-05-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

i dont know whether it was me or smth but today in and after mass, i kept noticing families.

There was this family of 4- parents and 2 boys. The parents were looking after the toddler of course but they really ignored the older son. he was at most 7 yrs old and he was like trying to help get the stroller ready for his brother and kept showing his mom like "hey mom i did this for him" with a BIG GRIN; then the mom kept asking him to shut up? you should have seen his face you know! he looked so sad and lonely then he just played with the hanger on the stroller and kept quiet after a while.

after mass i saw this family walking past the church. there's a longkang separating the church from the road but its a small one and in this family there was a 'disformed' young woman (feel so bastard for writing that but i think she had an accident cos her face was drooping to one side). The family like separated themselves from this woman you know like- she was one side of the longkang and the rest of the family were on the other side? and they seemed like they didnt care that she wasnt near them whilst she kept looking over at her family on the other side.

Like cant u tell your kids need ur attention? i dont know. im quite affected by this actually

Random FYI for you

2007-05-08T13:26:00.000+08:00

Hey.. this on Fizah's blog and I'm quite bored so yes.

1. Who did you hang out with?

MY CANTEEN TABLE CLAN DARLINGS! But our group like grew over time. In Sec 3, it became the curren 10 of us. I hanged out with Farrah Farhana a lot last time, dear god. She made me an Ah Lian. Haha, a malay girl made me an 'Ah Lian'.

2. What sports did you play?
Sec 1-Badminton with Rachel P, Ally and Melissa.
Sec 3-Floorball for like 3 months

3. What kind of car did you drive?
Mad ah..even if I could afford, was still too young.

4. It's Friday night, where were you?
Town or Starbucks

5. Were you a party animal?
Haha i think so..I would be one of the first few to suggest going for those action-happening events e.g. Hip Hop Fest

6. Were you considered a flirt?

No I was shy okay.

7. Were you in a band?
Nope

8. Were you a nerd?
Err...no

9. Did you get suspended/ expelled?
Nope but i always got detention for coming late

10. What were the hottest songs among your school mates?
HAHAHA I'm a slave-Britney Spears!

11. Who were your fav teachers?
Ms Soo..she always got so excited usuing dawn and lionel as examples to teach Geography, Mr. Juraimy although you worked us like a dog for art, thanks for the free Slurpees and mash potato

12. Where did you sit during lunch?
In the canteen la duh..at Sec 5/1 table

13. What was your school's full name?
C.H.I.J Katong Convent

14. School mascot?
No balls..we didnt have one also anyway.

15. Did you go to prom?
It was so bleah. I think we made it fun. It was a tea party but everyone came in gowns at this hotel that was ulu. Then our outfits cannot be revealing or had a skirt shorter than the knee?! WTF u think if we look like nuns we ARE nuns are?
16. If you could go back and do it again, would you?

17. What do you remember most about graduation?

Cam-whoring and the after prom outing in town. All of us died in those heels

18. What was your fav class?

Primary 6 and Secondary 2- no rowdy minahs called Marsillah. but there was this one girl who pretended to have leukimia?

19. Were you a mean senior?
No okay..i just never talked to the juniors. they were damn weird. Out of no where, " Aye girl you are very pretty". PYSCHO...

20. Which was the most memorable place in your school?
Art room and all the toilets. Haha damn nonsense stuff we did there man like taking pictures of Lydiana when she peed, she screamed like there was no 2mrw

21. Where did you go most for lunch?

Siglap Centre

22. Have you gained weight since then?

yeah thank god, i lost a lot of weight from Dance Club and Cheerleading.

23. What did you do after graduation?

Walao said already right, after prom outing at town.

24. Who was your form teacher?
Mrs Tang

25. Who will repost this after you?
None?

The Shorter the Better

2007-05-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! Back to my sec 4 haircut :)

Barfly Bliss

2007-04-15T23:38:00.000+08:00

I swear..Barfly is THE place to go for Ladies night. I met Odi first at Orchard with Sue Ann for dinner (we shoud have more of such dinner outings Odi).

Then met Chris, Dawn, Pea, Ally, Meli and Charm at Taka before heading to Barfly. Aiyoh we should have entered in grps of 4 separately then can get 2 bottles of Vodka but nvm.

haha i love seeing them all get mabuk at the same time.It's damn funny..wish I could have followed 'em to the Clinic and get more mabuk with Odi talking damn loudly, Ally swaying and Chris getting damn hyper.

Love you all masses!

2007-04-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

I cant wait for the Arts Fest!! CTC pple, wanna go?

2007-03-16T16:10:00.001+08:00

im not making you anything anymore..

draught before rain..

2007-03-14T16:03:00.000+08:00

I am so bored...
In the newsroom with nothing to do.

Yesterday I went to simpang after a SUPER LONG TIME with Rachel Pea and Charmie. I miss those days.

At least tonight, I am seeing my CTC again :)

LADIES NIGHT!!!!!

trimedia blues..

2007-03-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year went by so fast :( For those who dont know, my grandpa's Chinese so yes, I do celebrate CNY..wore red and everything. heh..at least my ang paos were a lot better this year-over $150.

...so my internship at Trimedia Publishing started last week.
at least 3 weeks before everyone else in IAP.

The post im handling are editor and publicist of HYPE and UrbanWire but im only publicising UrbanWire.

My god, I didnt feel the weight of my post till Friday. I am the style and events editor for both HYPE and UrbanWire and i have to handle th photo shoots too, I am the editor and project manager for HCA Connect (chariy organisation)'s seasonal newsletter and im suppose to handle UNLV Singapore.

Right now, the newsroom is a mess-I hate working in a mess man; cant focus. Plus tim trying to strike a deal with Spore Fashion Festival and the Arts Festival.

I tell you...ECZEMA OUTBREAK will hit me worse than ever in these 5 months.

Wish me luck :)

CNY

2007-02-23T02:51:00.000+08:00

so chinese new yr was fun... gambled with my ang paos from grandma's to linda's place.

3 days straight of sleeping late, stuffing myself and gambling :)

on the 19th was Crazy. E's CNY dinner at Cafe Del Mar. I went for the drinks after..nice place; very 'chic'. Probably one of the most fun times at had with my colleagues.

all of us were practically high. who wouldnt be with at least 2 bottles of vodka, 1 chivas and god knows how many tequilas.

Still high, 5-8 of us found our way to Zouk. Thanks for the dance, the drinks and free entry into Attica's VIP.

At least i got to see it once..nothing much though.

Im never getting that intoxicated again.

the enemy

2007-02-17T00:32:00.000+08:00

money brings out the worst in people.
it even destroys relationships.

"who will look out for us?" she says. Fuck.
didnt think think it would be so close to home.

oh well, highlight of the day- no more exams and i met christina :)

*must start exercising

duldrums and happy thoughts

2007-02-16T02:05:00.000+08:00

well valentine's day was eventful..

spent my whole day at home studying to the point when i got out of the house, my eyes hurt from the sun.

the hermit crab living in a dark cave.

Oh well, the good of that was i didnt even feel lonely since the woman in the big apple wasnt ard (i miss u masses).

Supposedly studying for advertising exam today but i cant concentrate at all.

I cant stop thinking of you
Shane from the L word distracts me a lot nowadays too (she's bloody hot)
Found new obsession in AI YORI AOSHI!! (im such a mungent)
My cat's in heat-cant stop mewing

Let's hope all goes well 2mrw :)

MRM..smell my flem. (eee)

2007-02-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

Met up with Kenneth today to get MRM notes from him and we came to a conclusion. We really wish sometimes we were in TP's Mass Comm. No backstabbing, bitchyness and work politics, remain as work politics and still doesnt affect their personal friendships.

Statements of the day:

If you wanna bitch about me, get your facts straight. If you have real evidence that it was totally my fault (which i doubt), then tell it to my face and stop being a coward.

Freeloaders can go to hell. Im not giving you pity or face anymore with your 1 million excuses cos u dont deserve the same grade as me when ive worked 70% harder than you with problems of my own.

It's the best to be a floater. Why should I choose sides? You're both in the wrong.

5th of February...such a beautiful day

2007-02-06T01:46:00.000+08:00

It's all over :)

The Vanilla Magazine was handed up today.
Media Managament and Advertising Final Presentations were done last week.

We did very well for advertising presentation too despite having the least amt. of time to practise and plan.

Our vintage doll demo show's been done since last week too (with much unnecessary drama).
Overall, im satisfyed and feeling good. Now its left to the exams.

I really should mark down people who freeload in my groups. You people do not deserve the same grade.

I'll do that from now on.

2007-01-30T09:35:00.000+08:00

I miss the woman in the big apple.
Left me alone and went off to see the world.
Faster come home..ill be waiting at the airport

so long..

2007-01-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

its been an eventful second year.

thank god its over; maybe some ways could have been prevented.
fuck it, things happen for a reason.

Overworked for all projects, getting back mediocre grades.
Things dont look promising.

i wish you were back here with me.
at least u dont feel so far away..

There she goes..there she goes again..

2007-01-04T17:00:00.000+08:00

Audrey left for New York today..managed to see her before she goes. I found a new trick at least-distract yourself from crying by taking lotsa photos :(

Yet the heart feels crushed..

The eve of the eve of the eve of New Years.

2006-12-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

I tell you!! My day started bad man..

Mom came in yelling about how there was no more Catsan (kitty litter) and how there were no more matches at 8am in the morning ah!

She came in...3 times.

She wanted me to go and buy them there and then. It was 8.30am. Where will be open I ask you?? Then her excuse was that it's time for me to get ready then to go out to NTUC at 9am.

MAD.

I think it's MENOPAUSE.

At least later on at 12pm, when she was out of the house, I went for a Chakra massage at Bonafides. Damn shiok man the one at Tampines. I dont feel any aches and pains at all..

...and there was peace in the house again.

Mistletoe Messages..

2006-12-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!

I love Christmas man. Although i didnt have the mood this year it all came went I was getting ready for Christmas Eve mass. From showering in my shiokest bath soaps, to the make up and hair and my DRESS. i love my dress la even though ive already used it for my cousin's wedding.

'50s BABY!!

Afterwards, we went to my Uncle's for true Eurasian food man :D

The day itself was at Siglap (grandma's). My grandma's damn cute la-she the hub for the family. You can see all your relatives at one spot-her house.

Presents

Money: $150 min.
Konica Digital SLR Camera with lens. (THANK YOU UNCLE MICHAEL!!!!!)
Lotsa bath stuff
thank god no chocolates.

Can u believe someone gave me Nivea Shower Set for MEN ?!! Thanks..haha nah i bet u used the same wrapper or smth, it's all good.

hot damn!

2006-12-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

Paranoia

2006-12-12T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hmm..i wish i didnt know certain things. Lead me to insecurities and paranoia..

Wish me luck..

The Long Monday..

2006-12-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

Dear God,

I need to complain. I tell you..the pple who made our ice cubes, dont know the seriousness when they say 'latest by late monday morning'. They were only done by 4 plus, when we had a studio that could be taken away and talents and photographer waiting (sorry and thanks again you guys :D).

My group who collected the ice came at 5pm. It's ok, wasnt their fault. Stupid ice pple's fault. The ice wasnt even 25X25X25 and they were MELTING at a damn fast rate! The ice pple, AGAIN, forgot to put the dry ice with the ice cubes whilst travelling.

Basically, the whole studio was wet in no time. I panicked because HELLO- expensive lights everywhere, other equiptment everywhere that could be spoiled by the water and I dont want my friends to pay. I SURE AS HELL DONT WANNA PAY. My friend who booked the studio could have gotten into a lotta shit cos u aint suppose to wet the area to begin with n all. With that, I dont understand why some pple could not have the initiative when it came to cleaning.

And then seriously, if you wanna bitch loudly outside and pretend nothing happened when i come outside, who are you kidding? You think i wont say anthing? dream on..especially when ur bitching abt the pple who volunteered to help us.

nothing like working with your own kind..

p.s: im over this now. thanks for listening. just needed to release..

audacity?

2006-11-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

i was damn irritated today. no audacity to call me about meetings held at all..im not pyschic ok. let's just say, they will regret what they chose cos im really underestimated at this point.

your loss man..

The Post-Birthday Party!!

2006-11-26T14:22:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I brought Audrey for her post-party. I had so much bigger plans for yesterday but oh well. I even bought a new top especially for yesterday:)

First stop: Giraffe Cafe for dinner. I had Lasagne Al Freno whilst she had Goulash smth; looked like stew (veal-meat which she only wanted it to be known as 'beef' since it sounded like some innocent animal being killed).

The whole place was damn beautifully decorated. Very in the jungle artsy-fartsy on the top level. The bottom was the bar. Very private with a lot of expats. But it had such a panoramic view of the fountain. Even the toilets were artsy-fartsy but i tell you, whatever u do in the cubicle is reflected by your shadows on the door. So everyone knows EXACTLY what you were doing (I saw a girl pull out her wedgy).

Later on, we saw Happy Feetso yes, i was very happy. You must watch it balls, it's bloody hilarious. Makes u feel like a child again.

Cant believe how tired i was by then though- we decided to buy drinks back to her place (now that she stays at Somerset). I was totally knocked out by then man..

Hope u liked it sweets :)

oh my goodness..

2006-11-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

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2006-11-23T13:19:00.000+08:00

in the world of petty fights..

2006-11-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

im not gonna bother about the drama we recently had in my class..it was lame, petty and totally unnecessary so let's move on..

things still seem different though..at least the tension's going away fast.

lot more work still needs to be done.

didnt go for advertising today-god damn eczema. my whole face looks like its been boiled :(

2006-10-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

does what i think or have to say really have no significance with you all? i bet out of all of you only 3 MAX would actually care..

dont bother, i give up.

feelings of nostalgia

2006-10-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

audrey and i went back to KC today. Cant believe it really did all start in KC for me and her :) she even held me down when my 31 bus came so i can take the 13 bus with her home. nonsense know you..Bloody hell, there's an atlas on the floor of the foyer. they must be bored during detention or smth. dont see the point in it man. god i miss kc..all the memories flooded back when i walked all the old corridors and had SAMBAL FISH from the canteen :)

they're gonna renovate the school man..i love it the way it is. it's suppose to look like a convent: old, holy and dark. now i bet they're gonna make it look more new and government- looking since it's autonomous. oh well, if that's the case, im never coming back again so i took HELL lotta photos..i will tell u a story with each one of them from the art room to 7-11 hangout outside.

they should be up on my flickr soon.

Love you sweets..

Malay society?

2006-10-17T00:56:00.000+08:00

today's malay society class was quite fun actually. thought it'd be like some cikgu nagging in broken english but it was quite fun. went on an 'excursion' today to kampong glam!!

ok la, 3/4 of the whole class is from mcm or fsv and the rest i knew them from hockey so im quite happy.

i liked the 'grandfather's collection' shop (i cant remember the name). Had hell lotta vintage stuff like kampong toys e.g. tops, marbles etc, cameras, the old cash register and the 60s-styled fridge.

priceless moment: heikal threw the whole top out of his hand while spinning it :D

2006-10-12T04:00:00.000+08:00

I got to see Audrey yesterday :) after so damn long my god it's like we hardly go out anymore. We saw the World Trade Centre; really would leave u quite emotional.

I miss u la woman..wish u didnt have to work so much. Hope ur enjoying the Famous Amos.

Love you

Nokia Starlight Cinema 06

2006-10-12T03:48:00.000+08:00

Hey..Guess what? I had to dress up as "Storm" for the Starlight Cinema. Dont laugh ok..was quite fun actually eventhough the leather suit made it damn hot (by the time i took out the suit, it was drenched in sweat). Heh scared a few kids too with my cape!! Haha damn fun la..

My friend, Boston was attached to an events agency, so had the job through him (Thanks Boston!). Saw quite a few Mass Comm pple there actually but from other schools/levels. Most were 'too cool' about smth like this, just TOO COOL.

And of course, Val Tan! My god, remember the bloody noisy girl and the endless amount of people blocking our view? My god, and all the dad could do to scold the child- (hold a straw like it was a 'cane' )and say nicely, " Daddy say keep quiet already ah ok?". PLEASE LA!!! what kinda parenting was that? If it was my mom and I, I would have been threatened by her to send me STRAIGHT home like there was no 2mrw. You not malu ah? like honestly, from where that family was, people were turning to look at her within a 3m radius. oh well...

anyway, i put some photos up on flickr from that day.

bloody bullshit

2006-09-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

Fuck la!! Bloody IS enrolment bullshit. You know what i got stuck with?! Global Cities and Malay Society. Now why on earth would i wanna know about that huh?? 'Malay Society'..action racial harmony nonsense.

Ngee Ann Poly should not allocate timeslots. People like me misconstrue whether it will be 1st come 1st serve basis or not.. i, of course, thought it wasnt so i happily came online at 12am and found these two shit courses.

wonderful..my mondays are DOOMED.

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2006-09-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

2006-09-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

hey i just wanna wish Rachel Pea a safe flight to Hong Kong! hope you have fun and do lotsa shopping!

Charm, Pea, Chong, Ally, Dawn, Chris, Odi and I did this IMF event for this German bank.Wah it was damn boring. Thank god i was partnered with Charm at the Hilton to usher these pple to the shuttle taxis. then had the info counter boys to keep us company too. You know they have boxes of Pringles, Mentos and other food all stuffed under the table?! good life ah..

aye where to get nice wedding dresses ah? i dont know where to start.. my budget's $150. anyone wanna follow me?

i tell you!!! im doing this presenter job right, so i made a few friends there la. there's this jap fella called Yuki. wah!! he followed me yesterday one day after training to look for dresses. you know what he wanted me to get?! PASTEL COLOURS! DO I LOOK LIKE A PASTEL PERSON TO YOU? followed my backside everywhere! damn cheena dresses..pui! smth abt that boy ah, irritates me.

anto

im getting old..

2006-09-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

Hey thanks to my ctc clan for the slumber party on wednesday :) i really had fun and got to see all of u again..

To the one that matters the most:

thanks for the little getaway we had. i know u had bigger plans but i dont care- i loved every minute of it and for u trying :) from my crazy amount of food to the little ice-cream 'cake'.

i love you baby and i will always love you..

for those that are wondering what happened, audrey booked a hotel room for my bday. i wanted a slack night, so we stayed in with hell lotta food like my sting ray, pizza, prata, beef fried rice etc and some drinks with the company of ally and aaron.

ally was damn cute la. was suppose to lie and go downstairs to get a bday cake but she made an excuse n really said that she needed to go down n get a cake. then she changed it to 'muffin' from 7-11. hahha damn cute la u ally.

today, my mom made one small impromptu party at my uncle's house. damn fun la, all my close cousins n aunts were there. managed to catch up..

ok im gonna sleep, have to usher the bloody imf pple to the german centre 2mrw. night :)

2006-09-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

went for casting with Rachel Pea today :) was quite fun man actually..for BRANDS Essence of Chicken!! haha..i dont mind balls.

yesterday, went clubbing with Audrey and others. my god, i was buzzed. we had 2 jugs of long island. mainly hanged out with everyone else cos she was 'networking'. oh well was still fun..

im so lethargic, i have a headache and now diarrhoea, and i gotta go for a party soon. woop dee dooo...

saw this on danial's blog..

2006-08-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.

Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.

You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!

People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

heh not bad ah!!!

2006-08-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

i dont know why im so obsessed with modeling these days. my face looks like the surface of the moon but i really dont care anymore. i need to get it cleaned up BIG TIME man and get rid of my eczema and dry skin. not only for the fact that i wanna be able to model but also bcos i wanna look good without makeup..im so lazy to wear makeup man..and i look like a maid man without it.

was looking again at the newpaper newface 06 photos i found on flicker, and i realised that actually the only reason those girls got selected is because they have good complexion and more expensive dress sense.honestly!! im not being bitter.. i bet only 6 girls tops were actually BEAUTIFUL and not WELL-GROOMED.

im so sick of having bad complexion. really man..i need to do something. i need more facials, eat more veg (that i dunno when ill start) and drink/eat more cooling stuff since my body is insanely heaty. sucks man to have a heaty body; it's like instant confirmed pimples.

so jealous of audrey-got new proactive set :(

2006-08-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

i hate this. i dont wanna do this, but i need to be sure.why cant things be simple?

it's been some time...

2006-08-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

hello my little blog!!! i have deprived you of many many posts man.

ok recently, ive just finished quite a few projects la. the ezine looked GREAT!!! (thanks to steph) we did the content but still, thanks steph!! flirting with mr. shan before the ezine presentation paid off man..BUT NEVER AGAIN!! BLEAH..

god knows how we managed to rush through the pr final project and had a B!! woohoo!! so now im studying for the pr exam. i want that A lah. i really need to push up my grade. so today went to study with fizah and heikal. BOTH WERE LATE but i didnt wait long la.

aye, studying with me is good ok fizah! i dont care what you say, i got distracted by you and your 'opinions'. haha..

But i agree, I HATE IT WHEN PPLE JUST KEEP TAKING MY FOOD AND FINISHING IT. i mean im not that stingy la please, you wanna take some fine. but dont finish it and if u wanna take a lot, at least take the smaller pieces. not like a certain someone when i ordered Mac- happily taking my fries by the big rings (twister fries) when i havent even touched my food yet and she has already eaten. ( i think you know who you are; have some self-control).

hmm i miss audrey la.. so long havent seen u man. nvm, SATURDAY :)

ok! the main focus of this post- the most drama of all projects= newspaper project.

for my group at least, one certain individual went a bit pyscho ah i found. seriously man, mad tantrums, wanna eat babies, kicking chairs, doors, snapping away at everyone...?!!

Let me tell you- cherylene and i were subs right? you think subbing is easy and takes a short time is it? dumbass complained so much.. give u smth to do to increase the subbing speed u also complained.. oh well its over. i'll never work with you again.

lets just say, for the other groups, i think some had it worse.

at least, it'll be over soon..2 more exams.

ooo

2006-07-24T01:58:00.000+08:00

i went to get my fortune read last thurs :) well actually :( cos there was quite a few stuff i didnt wanna hear like how i'd be sickly in the future. I think cos i have no veggies in my diet but i take pills if that helps..she also told me it was related to eating beef!! my favourite meat!!! im damn sad la..

she told me a lot about audrey and i..mostly good, a few bad.
she knew why i had eczema!!! yes! it from having stress. whatever i feel especially stress, its having an effect on my skin. apparently more obviously than other people. lucky me ah..no wonder i have so much acne.

im so tired..feel like my body's gonna shut down any time soon.

my feelings on our schoolwork at the moment.......

2006-07-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

FUCK !!! FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

(and then i return back to the mess on bed to start work again, this better be worth it)

yay!

2006-07-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

my american eagle shirt has finally arrived :)
im so hooked to online shopping now (steph, this is all your fault).

on a duller note, im rushing for time to finish my press conference story. thank god i made an outline of what to write. its sooo much easier.

things to do as a treat after projects: javanese massage
: shopping
: splurge on food (shiok)
: painless facial
back to work..

GO ITALY!!!

2006-07-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

hey.. well just to let the organisers of BLOOD NIGHT know that it was fun :)
the semi-high feeling, the drunk light-weight, the 'limp' dancer, the sudden image of two souls kissing, the seductive dancer who's too nerdy to pull it off..and the mad male on the podium with elbows of death..heh, was fun.

we should do this again.. *azhar- i fully support the idea of a chalet after this sem.

im so glad that the media kit's done..with 4 or 5 more stuff to go -_-
i need a massage..

my legs are so ugly now balls. i have eczema and it has now spread onto my legs..how man to wear my skirts and shorts now!!! i hope it clears by Saturday.

:(

nobody knooowwws....its the eeeend of the world..

2006-06-08T20:54:00.004+08:00

so..its monday. school starts 2mrw and i havent seen my kc friends throughout the whole holidays man.

feel like im getting fever man and i have the motorola fact sheet to do..

ive been reviewing my life. *one of those emo moments when ur stoning and thinking*.
its become so stagnant now..with everything flying by me. i used to ride alongside with it. now look at me..in some ways it's good i guess.

im confused..but would i still want to be in 10 yrs or would i still like it like this?

am i happy?

sometimes i feel under-appreciated though. i think i do too much for others. they cant even do something small for me. then why should i do anything for u any longer..hmm?